my fake boyfriend [jungkook]

thirty one || confused in love

"Merry Christmas! Did you miss me?"

I turned to look at the women standing by the door. "Joy..." Jungkook said and I looked at both Jungkook and... Joy. Jessica sat next to me and gave me a questioning look.

"Joy!" The boys said in unison. I watched as they stood up and ran over to her. I didn't know what to do but sat here and waited with Jessica.

"Hey guys!" She said and they all walked in. She looked at me and I looked away.

"This is Emma." Jungkook said, "Emma, this is Joy."

I waved and she smiled. "Hey, Emma!" She said proudly. She's a bright person and she's really pretty.

"This is my girlfriend, Jessica." Jimin said taking Jessica's hand.

"Aw, Jimin. You finally found someone." Joy said and grinned. "Hi, Jessica. Be good to him."

"Of course. No secrets between us." Jessica said and Jimin's smile slowly faded.

"So, what are you guys doing?" She asked as everyone sat down.

"Just opening presents right now." V said taking a bite out of a cookie.

"Hey Joy!" Jeremy said coming out of the bathroom. "How are you?"

"Hi, Mr. Jeon! I'm doing fine. I hope you are too." Joy said giving him a hug. I felt a small tug at my heart. I am not jealous.

"Have you met my future daughter-in-law?" He said and walked over to me. "Emma."

"Your future daughter-in-law?" She said surprised. "Jungkook you're engaged!?" She looked at him with her mouth opened a gap. "Whoa." She said clapping her hands.

"No, no, no. I'm not engaged." He said shaking his head. "We're just friends, noona."

Friends.

My phone rang and I picked it up. "Hello?"

"Hey, Emma." Mark said over the phone. I looked at Jungkook and ran into the bathroom so I could talk to Mark in private. "I gave you enough time didn't I?"
"Time for what?"
"To answer me."

I then thought about Mark wanting me back. "Sorry, but no. I'm over you and you should be too. Go take Sooyoung back." I said and bit my lip. I can't believe I just did that.

"Emma!" He shouted in anger. I quickly hung up on him. I didn't want to argue. It's Christmas, what could get worst than Joy coming back?

I walked into the living room and sat next to Jin. "Jealous aren't you?" He questioned quietly.

"What? No, not at all." I said taken aback. I raked my hair and crossed my arms.

I watched as Jungkook and Joy talked together all day.

"Jungkook, I-I need to tell you something." Jimin said taking his arm. "In private." Jessica looked at Jimin.

"In private? Why?" She asked and he looked at her innocently. "Men problems." He said and I took Jessica's hand.

"Let them go." I said and she groaned.
"Why would they go privately? Is he hiding something from me?" Jessica asked.

"Jessica, chill." Suga said and Jessica scowled at him.

[Jimin]

We walked into Jungkook's room and I locked the door. "You know that blind date I told you about?" I asked and Jungkook nodded. "She was my first love."

"What?" Jungkook questioned. "The one you still haven't gotten over?"

"Yeah." I sighed and sat down on the bed. "She said she still likes me. I still like her too."

"But, Jessica-",

"I know! I really, really like Jessica. But Hyejin isn't disappearing from my heart." I said covering my face. "I don't know my feelings anymore. I don't want to leave Jessica, but I don't want to reject Hyejin too."

"Jimin... I told you, you should've skipped that blind date." He said putting his hand on my shoulder.

"I don't know what I feel anymore." I mumbled and sniffed. "What about you? You probably know how I feel right? Joy is back, so what's gonna happen to Emma?" I asked looking at him as I wiped my tears.

He sat down on the floor and sighed. "I don't know what I feel anymore either."

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Aish, my poor babies.
I rewatched Titanic on Sunday and cried at the end again. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ it never fails to make me cry.
& do you guys watch 'nigahiga'?