There Is A Hell, Believe Me I've Seen It

"I Promise" (Ch. 5)

I sighed. Of all the things to ask, he chooses my mother. "Well, she left my father when I was nine. I'm not 100% sure, but I think it's because she wanted success through money in her corporate job. And my father didn't fit the perfect family bill, I guess I didn't either because she took my two older sisters with her. But so she left and remarried about a year after to some guy that I've never met. He's a lawyer at some big law firm so her was a perfect match for her. My sisters went to private schools and Ivy League colleges while I went to public school and I was in the community college. She called me today to ask me if I was keeping up on my studies because she knows I suck in school and the only reason why she keeps in contact with me is to make sure my grades are above B's. But today I told her that I'm quitting school, so she called me a worthless whore." I wiped the tears that I hadn't realized were falling. "And I'm sure that means that she disowned me. But I've got my father, my uncle Nikki, Taylor who is the closest thing to a sister that I'll ever have, and now I've got you. So that's enough for me." I smiled at Oli who smiled back.

"Don't you think you'll ever need your mother?" He asked me.

"Hell no. I didn't need her when I was growing up and I won't need her now."

I got on my phone and went through the home page if Instagram. But then I looked at my news and I had a shit ton of notifications. Everyone I took selfies with on BVB's bus posted those. A bunch of people took 'behind the scenes' pictures of when I was taking pictures with everyone. Gin was the first one, she took a picture of Oli's side while holding the camera and part of my body getting ready to take picture with BVB. It captioned '#behindthescenes of @blaze 's photo shoot. Tons of special guests:) Follow her for the pictures'

Then Juliet posted a picture of Andy and I getting ready to take a picture together. It said '@blaze 's photo shoot, fucking epic shit is going down. @andybvb'

Ashley from New Years Day posted a picture of us together and it included Oli taking the official picture of us. It red; 'Photo shoot with the amazing @blaze follow her for the amazing pictures.'

Five Knives posted a picture of our picture together but from behind an captioned it; 'Amazing photo shoot with @blaze follow her for the actual picture'

Tonight Alive posted a picture of us all standing together while Jenna tells everyone what we're gonna do. '#behindthescenes Of an amazing photo shoot with @blaze and a bunch of awesome bands. Follow her to see all the pictures.'

Matty posted a picture of us in the huddle when we were deciding what to do. 'We huddled up with @blaze for her awesome photo shoot. Check out the pictures in her account.'

Kellin posted a picture of Anthony yelling at Oli to get on the roof of the bus and the rest of us are in the background staring at Anthony. 'Concentration and yelling at people are key things in life during a photo shoot. Follow @blaze cause it was her photo shoot #behindthescenes'

Jordan posted a picture of Lee on the roof almost falling off the the ladder on the bus and Oli laughing at Lee. 'I don't think he should've done this. Follow @blaze to find out why they had to get on the roof of the bus.'

Kellin posted a picture of the guys making the number signs we held up; 'Making props for @blaze 's photo shoot. Follow her for the outcome.'

Justin posted a picture of the selfie we took together of BVB's bus; 'Just finished an amazing photo shoot with @blaze Follow this awesome chick for the pictures.'

Beau posted a picture of Elliot and I laying on the grass together; 'A very rare sight of @elloittshreds #notforeveralone Follow the awesome girl with him for the pictures with the entire band @blaze'

Then Andy, Juliet, Kellin, Matty, Jenna, Beau, Eric, Lee, Jordan and Ashley Costello each posted a different picture of Oli and I kissing on the roof of the bus.