Really Social 12 Year Old | Part 1

Chapter 3 || Bullies

Chapter 3 || Bullies

Now I'm pretty sure everyone in the whole ENTIRE world has been bullied. And I've got to admit I have. I'm also pretty sure I've hurt other people. When I was in fifth grade a girl named Shelby, who was in 6th, was really mean to mostly everyone. I had a crush on a guy named Daniel. He was in the same class as her. But like mostly every time I would pass by her she'd always give me the "bitchy" look. She'd also take my snack and my friends. Even if I brought up the fact that he liked me before, which is true, she'd always have to make it like its some joke. To be honest I'd try to be friends with her but, she always turn me down. It's like I couldn't be in her life. But after a while we kinda, you know, got along but eventually that got crushed. So then she would say rumors and mean stuff about me. And that's when the sucicidal train came to pick me up. I always felt like I was never the one. I was always disliked, annoying. A total disappointment. Disaster. Mistake. I thought why try to be friends with other people if Shelby didn't want to be mine. So then after a while, after I had cut and stuff like that, I realized sucicide isn't the solution. It's not the way to get around your hard path your going through. So I basically confronted her. My cousin had been living with my grandma and I'd stay with my grandma after school she we got closer. I had overheard that Shelby had called me a bitch and all that. And I told my cousin. I just wanted to end her. And a huge fight had started that didn't really mean much to me. She just made a big deal. But still to this day, we hate each other. When we are around friends and stuff like that we act like we are close but behind each other's backs, it's hell. So basically I block her out and don't need anything to make her even more pissed than she always is.