Transgender; brallon

1.9

brendon

I lay in my hospital bed, nerves eating me alive. both dallon, my parents, and his parents were here.

"how are you feeling, bren?" dallon asked, stroking the top of my hand with his thumb.

"nervous, I feel like I'm gonna vomit." I answered truthfully, dallon squeezed my hand in reassurance.

"it'll be okay baby, everything will go smoothly."

the door to my room entered and a nurse came in with a sweet smile.

"hello, I'm nurse Williams. I'm gonna prep brendon before we transport him to the operating room." everyone nodded and cleared the way.

she injected an iv in my arm, along with whatever else she had to do.

once she was done she patted my shoulder.

"I'm gonna give you five minutes, and doctor barakat and I will be back shortly!" she left the room with a swift movement.

everyone gathered around me again.

"well," my mother said, gripping my hand. "I wish you luck sweetie, I know how much this means to you. your father and I are so happy you could do this." she leaned down and kissed my cheek.

my father gave me a tight hug, and also pressed a kiss to my cheek.

mr. & mrs. weekes stepped up, offering bright smiles and wishing me the best of luck.

finally dallon appeared, eyes starting to get glossy.

"hey." he whispered, a sniffled sounding from him.

"hey you."

"I'm so happy for you baby. I really am, your happiness means so much to me. I'll be right here when you get out of surgery." I nodded and he pressed his face into my neck, planting a light kiss there.

he then took my face in his hands and pressed our lips together. my hand gripped his wrist, and smiled through the kiss.

he broke away from the kiss and squeezed my hand again.

doctor barakat and nurse williams came in. along with some other staff.

they then moved my bed so that I was now lying flat down. with that they began to roll me out the door and down the hall.

"wait!" a voice called, they stalled and dallon came running towards us.

when he got to me, he was slightly out of breath.

"I needed to tell you something." I scrunched my face up in confusion.

he took ahold of my face again and smashed out lips together. when he pulled back I saw tears running down his face.

"I love you, brendon. I love you so fucking much, don't you forget that. I want that to be on your mind while you're in there, okay?" he said, his voice cracking from the obvious emotion he was feeling.

"okay," I replied back, feeling my eyes water.

"I love you too, dallon." and with that he kissed me briskly tears running down both our faces.

he pressed a kiss to my cheek then stepped back, giving my hand a final squeeze.

the doctors continued their route, rolling me to the operating room.

"you've got yourself a keeper." nurse williams whispered in my ear.

"yeah." I replied, almost inaudible.

I wiped my eyes and
smiled.

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that was so cheesy damn

this book is ending soon !!

just to let you know !!

I will write an epilogue for it tho so don't worry x