Hey guys here is another chapter, the story will be based only in Aspen piv cause it's a true love story and I never got to her the other side of the story.
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Aspen pov
Monday morning I woke up took a shower, brushed my teeth and got dressed in a blue skin jeans, puple supra, pink shirt and orange belt with chains, I eat my rice krispies
My alarm rung, I better go to school I took my bag with one excise book, my stretch pad and of cause my diary with a lot of colorful pens and some pencils, my ipad on my hands listening to Tokyo hotel then I went to school. It was just 10 minutes ride to school I got out of the car and walked in the school building searching for my classroom everyone was staring at me and gossiping, I went to the classroom and asked some guys if there was any empty seat so I seated two steps to the back. Teacher came and asked me why I wasn’t wearing uniform I answered It’s my first day at school, he said next time you must wear it, I introduced myself to the class as the teacher asked me to, I was drawing myself because the lesson was boring; the bell rung.
break time I take my ipad and start to play some games while I listened to cannibal corpse
The bell rings I go back to my seat, a man come speaking French, French lesson I guess he’s the teacher, the class was quiet now, he tells me to answer the home work, I tell him it’s my first day, I tried to explain. Whatever I take my bag and went out, I had enough and I couldn’t wait for the next lessons so I decided to go home a guy asked if I was okay; I said I’m then I get into the bus just head home, I get out of the bus and walk to my front door and get inside no one noticed me; I felt invisible and took three steps to my bedroom and searched and started to draw a rose then I took my guitar and went outside and started to play few chords as my mind drifted to Skylar, I couldn’t concentrate at all.
I stooped to play guitar instantly when I saw Skylar coming on my way I couldn’t stop looking at her
“Hi! Aspen” she said
“Hi” I replayed shyly; I can’t believe that I’m actually shy
The way she walks is cool; her voice sweet, all I wanted to see is Skylar so I pushed the thoughts back and tried to think in something else.
I went to Adventist school with Stephen and Ryan holding my guitar, Stephen held my exercise book so I asked Amy to help me; she said that she was working then she called Skylar, she came closer and closer while I took a step back we almost kissed it felt weird and my heart rate increased but I liked her presence, she made me happy and confused because I felt strange I wanted her near and at the same time I wanted her far.
“Hi Aspen, Amy told me to help you” Skylar said
I just nodded, complete embarrassed by my new behavior.
“Let’s go inside so I can help you” she said and I nodded following her with Stephen and Ryan by my side
Stephen translated what I was saying
She helped with my homework about Mozambican culture, she wrote then thought me how to read; her voice was sweat and pleasant, I would love to hear it every day and I would never get tired of it, I thanked her and we walked away
I felt a sharp pain in my chest and I didn’t want to go home because all I wanted was to be near her, hours passed by in a blur and I got the chance to see her one more time which made me jump like a little kid.
I walked to my garden then played some songs before Stephen and Ryan took their way as I closed my front door ten walked to my kitchen grabbing an apple, sandwich and juice in the process, I ate and went to the toilet, after taking a shower and wear my pajama, I opened my notebook and started to write:
Everything begun slowly,
It seemed like time had stopped
My heart beating too fast and slow
I couldn’t speak a single word
My eyes were fixed in your face
I felt complete fulfilled with you
Suddenly I stopped to write those weird lines, I told myself that I want to know her better there’s nothing wrong with me or probably I was going insane because never in my sane mind I would write something like that. What’s what I said lonely.
The next day after my doing my morning routine which consists of shower, brush my teeth, get dressed, eat choco flakes go outside then stand there waiting to see Skylar passing by that become part of my routine too because I can’t stop thinking of her, no matter how hard I try to concentrate in studying or reading an book, I have no control over my mind that insists on thinking about her always.
it was already Thursday, I watched naruto then I played my guitar20 minutes late I was walking in circles and felling depressed trying to decide if I should wait for her to pass by or if I should go to see her then I saw Skylar and Amy.
“Hi! Aspen” Skylar said
“Hi” I replayed
Every time she passed by me she said hi! Aspen. It was boring because she said hi ten times already and Stephen was starting to mock her because of it but I found it cute.
I went to Adventist school with Ryan,
“Hi Amy, how are you doing?” I confidently greeted Amy grinning
“Hi, I’m fine Skylar will be here in a minute” Amy replayed
Something is weird because every time I’m here Amy always call Skylar to talk to me while Skylar doesn’t understand English and I don’t speak Portuguese very well, well Amy probably hates me but I haven’t done anything to make her hate me.
“Hi! Aspen”
Skylar voice brought me back to reality and I turned back smiling at her, she come closer and I took a feet back
She sat down and tapped the empty space for me to sit, so I sat really close to her
“Tell me about your life” I asked her stuttering, I mentally slapped myself, when I’m around her I always do something embarrassing and I become a bit shy but when I’m around anyone else I’m confident
“What you really want to know?” Skylar asked
“hmhm well, what’s your full name?”
“Skylar Evens” she simple replayed smiling
“Birthday” I asked
“I was born in 7.7.1988”
We talked a lot and I got to know her better but I can’t believe she’s that old,
“How old are you?” Skylar asked me smiling
“She’s 16 years old” Ryan shouted
I glared at Ryan because he told my real age
“I’m 20 years old” I whispered because I’m a terribly liar and I should learn with Ryan cause he is the best liar
“You’re lying and I know you are a kid” she said laughed
“Fine, I’m 16 but not a kid” I reluctantly replayed, I’m taller than her and that would make me look a lot older
She looked deeper in my eyes then smiled again and touched my leg my heart started to beat fast I thought that I would have a heart attack any time
“Good bye it’s getting later” I said against my will and told Ryan to stand up then we went back to my house, I was amused, days went by I everyday doing my morning routine happy to see her
I felt Invisible at home nobody noticed my presence so I went outside and stared at the sky, wondering why I’m so invisible I went back inside and crawled to my bed and drifted to sleep
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