My first love(girlxgir) (on hold)

chapter 3- to see her

ASPEN POV

Days went by; I kept doing my morning chore very early to see her

Early in the morning I did my chore and waited in the road to see Skylar, she came on my way she looked more beautiful than ever

“Hi! Aspen how are you?” .She said slowly

“Hi, I…..am”. What’s wrong with me, why I am acting like this so weird? So many questions running in my head

She smiled and continued to walk. My voice disappeared as I smiled;

I felt happy and shy around her, I had no one to talk to so I logged into my Facebook account and talked with some guys but it doesn’t help, I am getting crazy so crazy about her. When I looked to the clock it was 6:30am so I took another shower and got dressed in black;

As I walk to school I plug my headphones and block the world, when I looked around I was already in the school building I walk to my new class, people stare and gossip so I start chatting in mig33 to keep myself entertained

I walked to my new class and saw familiar faces, I talked to them and they told me to seat in the front I agreed because I always seat in the front and nobody make noise so I can be concentrated during class. I had to introduce myself many times and I was already bored, the bell rings so the girls said in chore you are famous so would you like to walk with us, I said okay then we had lunch, I gave them some biscuits I had. I asked them why am I famous, they said the entire school is talking about you; the way you dress, the way you talk, your high scores, your hairstyle. We went back to class I had to introduce myself again, I couldn’t concentrate at all, Skylar was all I had in my mind, the girls gave me their exercise  books so I could copy the notes and they helped me copy  since I missed a month of lessons

Teacher come then the bell ringed signaling that lessons would start so we headed to class and took our separated seats, I couldn’t concentrate in class for the first time in my life I didn’t give a damn about losing the explanation math teacher was saying and started to draw Skylar’s face, time seemed to stop and I was already pissed off

It’s maths my favorite subject and I’m not paying attention because of a girl, there’s something wrong with me, since I first saw her my entire world is upside down, I’m shy and making a fool of myself that’s when the bell ringed and I asked the girls helping me their names at least I know Charlotte, Ashley, Liz and Lira.

And only lira was with the other girl whom spent all day talking to me, they introduced themselves, Kyla, Betty, Lindsay and Tina. We walked together talking, we said our good byes

One week later I went to school after all my morning routine, a girl sits beside me I ask her name she says Viviane and I know your name I wanted to know you since I first saw you. Oh yeah I am famous I guess, we talked a lot and she was really cool.

I was looking to my watch every 5 minutes I wanted to see Skylar so I skipped the last two lessons I had and I walked down the hallway as fast as I could. I knew where she should be. I was almost at home when Stephen came on my way and asked if I was daydreaming, I just laughed feeling awkward because he noticed it

I was excited to go home; well truth is I want to see Skylar.

Stephen escorted me to Adventist school we walked a little it was near my house, when I saw her it gave me butterflies inside, I was now inside Amy’s office they both greeted me and I replied, I asked Jocelyn to help me with my Portuguese homework she started to read a poem called cançao de exilio, the poet’s name was Gonçaves Dias. Vanessa was accompanying Jocelyn in Unisom. I checked the poem in my cell phone’ internet’, Vanessa got a book of poetry then Jocelyn told her to help me because  she had to work it seemed like she was throwing me to Vanessa just avoiding well is this because I’m only 16 years I didn’t cared so I showed Vanessa my poem. She suddenly started to read out loud, they said that its really good but I think that my poetry sucks, Vanessa promised me that she  would write a poem for me, so after I pissed of Stephen

Minha terra tem palmeiras,

Onde canta o sabiá;

As arvores que aqui gorjeam,

Não gorjeam como lá.

Nosso céu tem mais estrelas,

Nossas varzeas têm mais flores,

Nossas flores têm mais vida,

Nossa vida mais amores.

Em cismar, sozinho, a noite,

Mais prazer encontro eu lá;

Minha terra tem palmeiras,

Onde canta o sabiá.

Minha terra tem primores,

Que tais não encontro cá;

Em cismar - sozinho, à noite -

Mais prazer encontro eu lá;

Minha terra tem palmeiras,

Onde canta o sabiá.

Não pemita deus que eu morra

Sem que eu volte para lá; onde canta o sabiá

Sem que desfrute os primores

que não encontro por cá;

sem qu’inda aviste as palmeiras

Gonçalves Dias