Milan pov
Im standing at the door looking at the last person i wanted to cross paths with. I had to much anger in side to even speak.
??- so are you going to let me in our not.
I still stood there
Jalynn-mommy whos at the- Get OUT WE DONT WANT YOU HERE CANT YOU GET THE MESSAGE
??-Thats no way to talk to your dad son.
Jalynn-your not my daddy. Bastian is. He cares for us hes always there for us. You brought that stupid gurl to uncle kinggies house and mommy had to beat her ass.
Me-Jalynn thats enough
Jalynn-no mommy he needs to hear the truth. Dad as much as me and my sister luves you. You cant seem to luv us back. And thats something we are otay with. We have everyone that matters to us in our life. I think its time for you to stay out of ours.
I took in all the words. My baby is growing up. He realizes that he doesn't need his dad anymore.
Malak-Babe dont let jalynn believe that. I will always love all 3 of you. No matter what. Baby please.
Me-im not "yours" anymore. The kids and i have had enough. They understand that they dont need you because they have bastian. Im sorry but you need to go.
Malak-Fine but atleast let us talk about this first. Let me see your phone.
I gave him my phone. What was i thinking. He put his number in and faced me. He started to lean in so i turned my cheek. And he kissed it.
Malak-goodbye Milan.
Me-goodbye malak.
I closed the door and everyone ran up to me and hugged me. Including Bastian.
Bastian-good job baby.
He said while he kissed my forehead.
I was crying and i didnt know why. Seeing Malak made me think about the good times we had. Our kids and everything. Even almost getting married. I still couldn't believe the things he did to me.
I went up stairs to change into my pajamas and i got a text.
From:Baby Daddy❌❌🙌
If you still want to talk tomorrow meet me at Starbucks around 9:00 am.
To:Baby Daddy❌❌🙌
Okay
I didnt know what i was doing but i hoped it was a good idea. And i need to tell Bastian.
*Next Day*
Everyone was awake and it was around 7:30.
Me-Baby i need to tell you something and i really dont want you to be mad at me but yeah.
Him-Are you pregnant.
Me-nigga no
Him-do you want to be
He said as he kissed me.
Me-No not rn but anyway. I have something that i need to do in a couple hours. And i think its for the best.
Him-Fuck Milan what is it.
Me-im going to go and talk with Malak. And before you say no its a casual talk nothing else and if you trust me you will let me go without a fight. I just need to talk to him so he can stay out of our life or get in his kids life. Baby please-
Him-go get ready.
Me-Baby are you sure cause i will just cancel and tell him to fuck off.
Him-yes baby now go get ready. Lol.
Me-I love you sooo muchhhh
Him-i love you more.
*45 mins later*
Me-Okay baby im leaving make sure you pick the kids up from your moms at 11:15.
Him-Okay baby i love you.
Me-i love you too.
I walked out to our red range rover and got in. I started to drive to starbucks. When i arrived i saw malak waiting out side.
Malak-Hey i didnt know you would actually come. With you being a doctor and everything i figured you had something important to do.
Me-i do. Its called sleeping. Now lets get this over with.
We walked in and i ordered my usual cotton candy frappe. We sat at the booth and he just looked at me.
Me-are you ok
Malak pov
I was staring at milan and i was noticing her beautiful features. Why did i fuck this up. She kept saying something but i wasnt paying attention.
Her-Malak are you good homie.
Me-lol my bad yeah. But the reason i wanted to talk is because i obviously know i cant have you back but atleast let me tell you how much i miss your beautiful face every single day. I cant do anything without seeing your face. I still have the pictures of us together. I kept ever single one of them. I cant believe i let such a beautiful smart intelligent kind crazy loving person go. I just wish i could have another chance. I just miss you
I said with my head hanging low. Her eyes started to tear up yo. She was crying. I was on the verge of tears also.
Milan pov
I was listening to the things he said. His words were beautiful. I missed him too but not in a couple kinda way.
Me-Malak i miss you too i miss being able to talk to you or kiss you when ever i wanted. I miss being able to call your phone 90,000,000 times a day without giving a fuck. I miss waking up next to you i also miss having the kids calling us mommy and daddy instead of mommy and Malak. But we have to realize thats over now. I gave you SOOOO many chances to be in their life and you just threw them away. I want you to be in there life but they dont want you to be there. And that hurts me. The things Jalynn said yesterday. They were oso true. And it hurt to hear the truth but there it was.laid out by a 2 year old.
Malak-Baby dont say that. We can work soemthing out. They need me i need them. They're the closest thing to you i have. You cant take them away too.
He was crying and so was i.
Me-im not taking them away. Your pushing them away.
Malak-i wish we could start over and just start fresh and not even have kids so we could just work this out.
Me-Did you just say you wish we didnt have kids.
He tried to put his hand on top of mine.
Malak-Yes so that we could
start over.
Me-Malak i cant fucking believe you. To think i almost gave in. Almost gave you a fucking chance to be in your childrens or even my life. You know what malak. Im sorry i moved to L.A. im sorry i went to the park with my dogs and i met you. Im sorry that i went to the same school as you. Im sorry that i moved in the same neighborhood as you. Im sorry that we fell in love. sooo fucking sorry that you cheated on me everytime we dated. Im sorry that i dated noah and sebastian. Im sorry that i gave you 3 more chances. Im sorry that we moved to newyork together. Im sorry that i aacepted your proposal. Im sorry that i tried to kill you and that girl. Im sorry that ive been beating treasures ass her whole life.im sorry about what happened a couple months ago. Im also sorry for leaving and breaking up with you. Im soo sorry for even coming into your life and causing you any pain. Im sorry for letting myself cry over you. Im sorry for sitting at this god damn table rn. But one thing I will never fucking say sorry for are my muthafucking kids. I will never apologize or even take back the day when we had children. Only thing i regret is having them wih you. Fuck off malak. For good this time.
