This chapter is dedicated to anyone who thinks about suicide or committing suicide.
Malak pov
No pain. I know thats what you hear from ppl who think about suicide. Suicide is the 3rd thing Humans go to. The first is Drinking. Drinking numbs your body and makes you forget about the things going on. BUT ONLY FOR THE NIGHT. next is smoking. Cigarettes or Weed. They both have the same effect. For About 1 Hour. Suicide. Your gone FOREVER. There is no coming back. Not to hug your mom one last time. Not to go and watch your sister's game once more. Not to tell all your friends that your planning this because then they would get you help. Suicide is the best thing in our minds. But dont do it. What about your mom. What about your dad. What about your siblings. Think about the things that are good in life. That one hobbie that you favor. Dont leave it behind. If your young then you know that ppl do it all the time. You dont think about what it does to their families do you? Suicide isnt for ANYONE. suicide shouldnt be a option. if you hate life. Do something about it. dont take yourself away from everyone. You think no one loves you. Then forget them. No ones opinion matters but YOURS. You should love you.
I wish i would have thought about that first.
I dont know what i was thinking. Looking down at my self. Wondering why i would take myslef away fron ppl who love me. Maybe you should think about that to. If someone's telling you to kill yourself and you do. Then your just making them happy. Look at them everyday and smile. Your alive another day and you can care less about what they say.
I wish i would have thought about that first.
Dont give someone the satisfaction of knowing that everything they say sticks to your brain. Dont mind the haters.
I wwih i would have thought about that first.
Do you want to leave everyone behind? Run from your problems or face them?
I wish i would have put the gun away when she came. Now shes in the hospital with my bullet in her.
Milan pov
I woke up in pain. i screamed louder than i ever have before.
Milan-AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGG
Nurse-Shes awake we need to rush her into surgery.
Milan-Surgery for what im fine.
I screamed as i got out the bed this hurt worst then labor. I collapsed to the ground and blood was everywhere but i couldnt find where it was dripping from.
The nurses tried gettin me back in bed.
Milan-WHERE'S MY KIDS. CAITLYNN JALYNN KAYLE. MALAK SEBASTIAN SOMEONE. WHY AM I HERE SOMEONE ANSWER ME PLEASEE-
I was out.
Sebastian pov
I heard a scream and i knew it was milan. It was 1am so i took the kids to my moms. I ran down the hall and the doctors were holding me back.
Doctor-You cant go in there your wife needs to go into surgery.
Me- I NEED TO SEE HER. MOVE I NEED TO SEEE HERRR
They pushed me back
Doctor-If you dont calm down shes going to die because of the bullet wound if we cant get her into surgery.
I calmed down and watched them zoom her bed down the hallway. Blood all ever her bed. How did this even happen. Where was she? Who did this?
?-sebastian is she okay
I looked over to see this nigga.
Me-malak how do you know shes here. We dont need problems so just leave.
Malak-Wym she was with me.
I instantly got heated.
Me- SO YOU SHOT HER WTF MILAN IS IN SURGERY BECAUSE OF YOU MALAK.
I punched him in the face and security came and pulled us off.
Me-malak im not done with you. You got me fu. Gtfoh.
Malak walked out the door. So milan was with him? And he shot her? Im confused with life rn. I just want my baby back
