Milan Pov
Its been 3 hours since that talk with malak. I feel like there is something going on with him. Sebastian is at work an the kids are at my dad's. I have to go to work later so i think i'll just stop by malak's to see if he is okay.
Malak Pov
So after the talk i went home. To be completely honest every since Milan burned our house down I've been different. I miss her so much that i haven't eaten in a week all i do is smoke and drink. I cant get her or our kids off my mind. Lately I've been thinking about suicide and i think today is the day. I went in the closet and got my pistol. I put 1 bullet in it. I started to write my suicide letter.
Dear Milan,
I just wish you knew how bad it hurts me to write this. I just cant stand this pain anymore. I love you with all my heart and i cant even imagine 1 day without you. I have no clue how im supposed to say this but. Everyday that im gone i want you to kiss the kids for me. Tell them how we were once a big happy family. Dont ever think this is your fault cause it isn't. I cant take the pain anymore and i need it to all go away. I will be watching from above to make sure Caitlynn,Jalynn,Sebastian and You are safe. Tell Sebastian to take GREAT care of you. Treat you like the queen you are. I dont want you to run away from all your problems just face them. Unlike me. Im sorry that im leaving you so early but this is good bye. I love you to DEATH milan. Tell the kids bye for me.
-Malak Watson.
Sebastian Pov
So if you guys didnt know im a Lawyer also. But anyways i was leaving the office but i ran back in to get my coat when my co-worker Anna walked in.
Anna- Hey bastian where you off to.
me- Home. what do you want
Anna- Sebastian you know exactaly what i want
Me- Well take your thirsty ass out to the corner to get some.
Anna- sebastian dont act like you dont want me. Fuck milan.
Me- Thats exactally what i planed on doing when i got home . Good bye.
on my way out she grabbed my shirt and turned me around and started to lean in. I started to lean in also. But then i remembered Milan. And our kids. I couldn't hurt her again.
Me-Get the fuck off me.
i ran out to the car and sat there. What did i almost do.
Milan pov
so i walk into malak's house cause the door was unlocked and i hear nothing around the house not even upstairs.
Me- Malak????
i got no answer so i peeked around the corner of his bedroom and dropped to my knees. I hoped i was hallucinating. Why is he doing this to me an our kids.
Me- MALAK? i whispered.
