Dear Roxy, Wednesday 9th August 2018
Day three, of you being in a coma, im an emotional wreck. Im still wearing the clothes i wore when we came back off our holiday.
- Danielle said she loves you.
-Eleanor said she hopes you get well soon and she loves you.
-Perrie said she hopes you can pull through what ever had happened and she loves you loads. J
-Jenna said, she misses you and wake up soon because she loves you.
As you can see the girls miss you, they have no clue why you did what you did, and im not planning on telling them. Louis has sold our house back to the estate agent and he's now looking for a small flat, just the two of us. Im going to take a break from the hospital when Louis has bought the flat. Im going to decorate and create a huge memory wall of pictures. Im going to have a shower, get all fresh ready for you to wake up! Im optimistic that you'll wake up soon.
Im guessing you'll want to know the gossip, you always were a gossip queen;
Mark Wright and Michelle Keegan are getting married in to months. Kate Middleton has divorced Prince William... Yeah thats about it for today, i'll make sure to keep you updated though!
I hope you get better i really do. I love you so much and the hospital gown doesn't flatter you. Ha Ha. You still look beautiful. I cant wait to take care of you for the rest of my life.
Im going to quit One Direction, focus on what really matters. You. Your my priority now, my life and my focus. I have to stay on track. My beautiful princess.
I keep thinking back to our holiday, the best 10 days of my life. But, lets start from day one.
You slide down the banister, wearing a black geek crop top, tie dyed shorts and opaque knee length socks. All the boys thought it was funny the way you called Simon (your dad) 'Paps' you really brought out another side to Simon. All i could think was "Holy Cow, She's beautiful!". It was funny watching Harry flirt with you on the first day and you just flipped him off. I asked you if there was food and you nodded, walking into a empty corner, i thought you were crazy, then a huge bar popped out of the wall and you done an imitation of a corny Texas bar maid. We began playing 'Have you ever', you sounded like a right badass at the end of the game. Getting pulled over by the police, had sex, partied, had a tattoo, been arrested and toilet papered someones house. And that was the time i realised i had to have you.
That was the first day i had met you, i was probably one of the best days of my life. Im sat here, by your side, in a un comfortable chair admiring our matching tattoos, my free hand his resting on the side of your bed, our little fingers hooked together. Because I promise you i'll never leave your side.
Promise...
Theres so many things i promise and heres a few...
*I promise not to leave you.
*I promise to be here when you wake up.
*I promise to marry you.
*I promise to make you happy.
*I promise to love you forever.
*I promise to help you get better.
*I promise to be with you.
*I promise to think positively.
''Do you remember once upon a time?
When you were mine
The stars above were bright and new
I pulled them down for you
Just when I fell in love again
You said that all good things must end''
And now im sat here, feeling like we're coming to an end, but i promised to think positively so, your going to wake up and get better.
Sleep tight princess. Forever by your side...
Nialler xx
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