Dear Roxy, Thursday 10th August 2018
Morning beautiful. It's a really hot day to, the boys forced me to go home to shower and change. I'm wearing cotton shorts and a white tank top, my hair looks nice though and my face is fresh. I've bought two bags to hospital with me, one with toiletries and clothes in for me because I'm aloud to shower here and a bag for you so you can change when we go home.
Louis has found us a flat and he said i can stay with you and him and the boys will decorate it. It's a small flat, Louis showed me some pictures, its nice though, really homely unlike the house which is huge. I told Louis exactly how i wanted it and he said him and Liam would do it. I'm certain you'll like it!
Your Dad is coming in two days to see you, he said it was hard to get away from business but he's coming ASAP! And my mum and Greg are coming next week!
I have a message from Harry he said He hopes you wake up soon and thanks for hooking him up with Jenna!
Everyone misses you princess, especially me. When you wake up i cant wait to stat planning our wedding, it can be on the low or very publicised its up to you! I love you!
I'm starting on my speech actually, i want to perform a song at the wedding as well, it may seem too soon to start thinking about this sort of stuff but, for me, it helps, helps me look to the future, my future being with you.
Ya know, i've basically ran out of tears to cry, my eyes are a stinging mess but never mind. I done my research, and there was a man who was in a coma for 23 years, yet he was conscious, he could hear everything around him, But I'm not entirely convinced, hence why im writing in a diary.
Right, I'm just nipping down to the front desk to see the doctor...
I'm back, the doctor said your in a stable state, just though you'd like to know how your doing, bit sad i know.
I met a man today, his name was John, his daughters in a coma, your on a ward that specialises in a coma, sure its weird, all this un-conscious bodies around, and it kills me inside when i see someone else wake up, but not you, of course I'm happy for them though. Anyway back to john, he told me he buried his wife yesterday, he was involved in a car crash, his wife died and his daughter was comatose. he said he doesn't believe it. Last week, they were a normal family... eating dinner, going to Dean's T-ball game (Dean was his daughters girlfriend). But in an instant, it all changed... when he tried to think back, get it straight in his head... he felt like he was going crazy. Like someone ripped both of his arms off, plucked his eyes out... he feels like he's wandering around, alone and lost and he can't do anything.
He told me how his wife, Mary used to write in these books she kept by the bed. She said it helped her remember all the little things, about their daughter and himself... He wishes he could read her journals, but like everything else, they're gone. Burned into nothing. She always wanted him to try writing things down. I told him maybe Mary was right, maybe it will help him to remember things, to understand things. He agreed with me and i told him about the diary i was keeping, ready for you to wake and and now he's going to buy a diary and keep one, ready for his daughter to wake up.
Anyway, Zayn's visiting you today, with Perrie. So i'm going to finish writing today's entry.
I love you beautiful, and if you happen to bump into Jack and Josie tell them i love them. Although you won't see them for long, because your not ready to go to heaven yet, they might pay you a visit in your head, give you a kick up the bum and wake you up.
Love you beautiful...
Nialler xx
A/N
Hope you liked the diary entry, sorry there not that long, its hard to make a diary entry long. Anyways im updating quicker than usual so that helps. Check out the trailer ive added, its at the begging of the book and on my message board...
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