fake...again...

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hello... again... smile...

I had the same feeling inside of me as yesterday. me running away to stress ave.
it hurt inside of me and outside. the smile that I was showing everybody didn't feel right on a person like me. they weren't paying any attention when I did so what's the point.

everybody = nobody

"hi..." I heard someone behind me. I was about to respond when they said another couple words to me, "You okay?"

I don't believe what had happened... this was not me dreaming. I smile and, the person says the most realist thing I've heard from anybody.

"Where the hell was that smile this whole entire time? You don't need to fake anything but if you fell like fake smiling will make you more noticeable it's not working. I came here because I can tell the difference between the two. There's 2 different people inside you."

we separated the halls and walked away like nothing happened and no one realizes. there was no way to get out there without a pair of eyes looking at me.
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a smile grew on my face, I knew it wasn't fake either and neither did HE...

when I got home, I knew that today was going to right.
before I knew, my mom came through the door and slapped it right behind her.
my smile... turned... upside down... and just when it got any worse...

bzzzzzz..... buzzzz.... buzzzz....

- Don't forget it, I may be right but you can smile just because you are you and it's the right thing to do. You will do fine, ? -J

- :) -?

-fake smile, I could tell. your not in a great mood right now and it affects me. It won't be 100% back together but it will be closer than before. night. -J

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