A girl who nobody never knew is alone, depressed and always sad. This is her journal about what goes on in her mind. She writes about her life and feelings and what goes on. Every chapter will be a different writing. Her best writing are usually r...
I go up and down, can a heart beat this fast? breath... lets go back to the start, nothing can go wrong, right? WRONG! Everything in my eyes isn't perfect. It starts to hurt in my brain and then it works to go all over! No one said it would be easy to see feelings in another persons body. Everyone's feelings are different, feelings let you go one direction and then they want to go another the next second.
My feelings told me to follow your footsteps, and that't what I did. My heart had told me, "It will be okay. I had to follow you and see where you were heading. I couldn't follow you anymore but I wanted to see where! We went up and down so many hills and yet you didn't hear me from tripping. When I got closer to you, I put my hand on your shoulder and yet you still didn't feel anything.
You froze and knelled down at a tombstone... not just any tombstone.....
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You started to cry and began to speak, "I am sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen! I wanted you to also be happy. I came here everyday since that day. Please come back." You kept talking but I couldn't understand it because you were crying.
It read:
no name
LOVING BEST FRIEND, AND DAUGHTER
DOB: December 06 1997
Death: April 1, 2015
All I wanted to do is just hug him tightly, so I did. I hugged him until he went away. I looked at the tombstone and walked beside him and put my hand in his open hand to make sure I was there. Didn't want to look back but once I did I felt a chill and looked forward.
It was me... in real life. I was staring at myself. He looked at the door where I was standing and he just stood there.
