A girl who nobody never knew is alone, depressed and always sad. This is her journal about what goes on in her mind. She writes about her life and feelings and what goes on. Every chapter will be a different writing. Her best writing are usually r...
----------------------- I know its been awhile since I wrote! I am so sorry, I have been having an up and done summer! My school is starting in 2 weeks away and I just started cross country season! I am going to update couple stories to try to make it up to you! LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!------------------
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Can I go back in time to start over all my mistakes? Time doesn't change who you are or what you do. people especially you, you make time go slower. Everything hurts it's either hot or cold. No in between. Hot represents that you are being the person I feel in love with. It also represents when I get nervous in front of you from making myself embarrassed. Cold is when you come out and take all your anger out on me. Cold from also when I want to freeze my thoughts away.
I never understand my feelings until there's a reason to know them. I feel alive and dead from just looking at your for 5 seconds only. You felt the hot and the cold. You didn't share it with anyone, I knew you felt those ways. I go back to that day and remember it like it was yesterday.... I was a few feet behind you when you were in front of me holding the door for your girlfriend. I had looked up and saw you staring at me, you looked as if you were FROZEN! All these years you never felt cold around her but that day you turned to me didn't say anything and had to FREEZE for your feelings for me.
Later that night, you had reached out to me, I felt my hotness spark coming on when you were coming closer when you had arrived and your lips were blue. He is cold from wanting to freeze his thoughts away from her. He did and left her and went to get the opposite element.
FROZEN THOUGHTS (HIM) TO HOT NERVOUS (ME)
He didn't want to be the same he wanted to be different like her. I hung around with him the rest of the night. It was the best night ever. But still all he wanted was..................
TO BE FRIENDS............
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