Two-Faced ( BTS - Kim Taehyung / V )

Fourteen

"Taehyung please come out!"

"No! Go away! What if I hurt you again?"

I clenched my eyes tightly and let my tears falls. I'd been pounding on his bedroom door for hours now, he hasn't came out since. Jimins tried, Jungkooks tried, but they just got tired and are downstairs 'chilling.'

I spun around and lent backwards so my back made a loud thud on his door. I slid down until I hit the floor and reduced my surface space, balling up and crying in flood of tears.

"Tae you need to eat... You need fresh air... You need to drink or your going to die..." I sobbed, just loud enough for him to hear.

I heard movement through the door and then he settled again. Things were quiet until his soft footsteps gotten louder and he started to unlatch the door. The door swung open and I fell on my back onto his carpet. I wiped my eyes and looked up at him, in which he was staring back at my with no expression on his face.

I clambered to my feet and wrapped my arms around him, as I nuzzled into his chest. The familiar warmth of how we were before came back, but his arms were hanging by his sides, and I could feel his eyes still staring down at me.

After a while I pulled away and looked up at him, his eyes still staring at me. What was once his beautiful brown eyes which was filled with excitement and hope for the future, were now too pained to care, to broken to be bothered and too scared to try anymore; and I was afraid. It was all my fault he was like this.

He blinked slowly and sighed, waiting for me to say something. I grabbed his hand in which he didn't cooperate and didn't bother holding back and tugged at him.

"Come on, let's go down."

He listlessly followed without saying a thing. Once we reached the bottom floor in the aching silence, I knocked on the living room door because I didn't feeling like walking in on them again.

I looked up at Taehyung and squeezed his hand before quietly waiting.

Deep moaning was heard from the room and I rolled my eyes and knocked harder. Rustling was heard from the other side as they rushed to get ready.

"Just a second...!" Jimin shouted in pants.

After more silence, Jungkook opened the door and smiled at me. I shook my head in response and walked past him. Jimin was repositioning the cushions on the couch before he plonked himself down and looked over at us.

"Oh! Taehyung-ah!" he said suddenly and jumped up to hug him. Like he did with me, he made no effort to hug back, and just simply looked past Jimins shoulder in silence.

Jimin pulled away and held Taehyungs shoulders. He shook them gently and looked at him in the eyes.

"Taehyung-ah..."

Taehyung raised his hands and forcefully shoved Jimin off, in which he stood back in shock.

Totally blanking us, he walked past us all and made his way into the kitchen. Once he dissappeared through the door, we all looked at each other as if one or us knew what he was doing.

Around thirty seconds later, we heard glass hit the kitchen floor and went running in. I spotted Taehyung reaching up to the top shelf, knocking over cups and glasses the were in the way, unsuccessfully trying to grab something.

"Tae, what are you-?" My eyes widened as I noticed the small white container with a green and red label. It's made a rattling noise when the cupboards made it shuffle and it started to lose its balance and slip into Taehyungs hand.

I turned to Jimin when the container fell into he grasp and he flicked it open.

"Jimin! The pills!" I shouted, on the verge of tears when I realised what he was doing.