4:03 AM

Chapter 4

Patrick's POV

We decided to let our new little one sleep with us. It was only fair considering we did this with Declan as well. The small red head cuddled against me and left small snores traveling throughout the room. I smiled as I kiss Pete goodnight and hold the small one tight.
My dream was different that night.

"Saint!" I yell. "Come here my love!" Soon the red-headed boy comes with a big smile on his face. " yes daddy?" He says innocently
"Did you do that?" I say as I point to flowers who were ripped out of the earth.
"Mhm. But It was Declan's idea!" He says frantic
Soon Declan comes running. He's a bit older.. Around 3
"Nuh uh!" Declan says whilst shaking his head .
I laugh and hold the two boys hands. "Let's just go get cleaned up and bed time." I say as walking into the house.

I woke up at 4:03. My usual time. But not in fear. I woke up in the comfort of my bed. Holding the small boy. I smile at the name Saint. It seemed so perfect. I adjusted Saint into Pete's arms and went into Declan's room. I picked up the sleeping baby and brought him into the bed with everyone else. I missed him, although it's only been hours. I stared at my family for the longest of time. Just admiring the small world that I had. The main people I loved in my life could fit in one bed. And I loved it. That 4:00 became 8:00 and I was still up. By 8, Pete had begun waking up, still holding Saint in his arms. He kissed Saints head and smiled at me.
"Still no name?" He says in a groggy voice
"Saint." I say with a smile
He returns the smile and says "Declan and Saint. I love my boys."
What a world I live in. What a wonderful world.

Our day went pretty normal. Just a bit more crazy. Controlling two kids isn't easy. Especially a 4 and 1 1/2 year old! They're wild!
By the end of the day there was blocks and cars everywhere. We had gotten Saint to sleep in his bed tonight. As me and Pete cleaned the house. I wrapped my arms around his and buried my head in his neck
"No nightmare last night?" He questions
I shook my head.
"That's good, I'm glad." He says with a smile.
"I love you you dork." I say as I kiss him sweetly
"Love you too" he says through the kiss.
Maybe this world isn't bad after all.  Maybe everything will be okay.