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Chapter 4

I can't be the first one to read this... It can't be I mean why me. 'Just a coincidence' a voice says in my head. And it is the truth... I decide to read more.

Dear diary 10-05-1878

I am scared... Scared that people know what I did. Scared to be found. I don't want to end up like my mom... I don't know why I killed him. Yes he was a monster but if they find out I will get beheaded. I wanted to live but maybe this wasn't a good idea. If I let him live I would know that when he died in a normal way I would live in peace. God would give me the peace I wanted if I just hold on for just some longer.... Why why did I killed him. Tears drop down every night not because of the death of my uncle... But because I killed... because for just a small moment I liked the feeling of the blood he spilt but when I saw his dead eyes I stopped... One problem he was already dead.... Dear god you know it hurts me you know I can be good... Dear god forgive me... And give me a way to live... Pleas my god pleas tell me I still have a reason to live... Pleas god see in my eyes that it hurts, see in my eyes that I want to live. 

Emily Carter

I hear my dad call my name and just before he opens my door I hide the book. "Yeah?" But then I see not just my dad... A man behind him. "D...Dad" But before I know I see a knife... "Pleas noo!" I scream but the man looks like he is hypnotize... And then I see the blood fall down the ground. I hear my dad last words "God wil keep you safe" And he falls down the ground. The man walks away like nothing happend and I see my dad on the ground without a soul in his eyes... He is d...dead. I fall on the ground next to his dead body with blood arround him... "D...DAD!" When I look at his body I see that the cut in his throught isn't just a cut there is a name....