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Chapter 10

Dear diary 27-07-1882

This is to long.... The years pass with pain.. I am older old enaugh to know that the pain won't go away... I don't want this. I know you can feel my pain god... I know you do... And I know you will send me to hell now. I know you will punish me. It is time to punish me. I am not made for this world. I am the devil. I have always been... I can't live a life beïng the devil... I don't want a life like that. I am old enaugh to know what I did. How stupid I was. I have hide myself far to long. I am back in my home town... I stil hide.. But they will find me soon... I will let them find me.... I am scared... I know I will go to hell but I still am scared. I have seen enaugh... hell would be nothing... Hell would be paradise... Pleas tell me you don't mind... Pleas tell me you want this to happen... I killed 2 men I saw how my parrents got killed. It is time to kill another... It is time to kill someone that needs to be dead. They will find me soon... I will let them find me I will let them see me... I just won't see them I will be in hell.... I will be dead. 

I am sorry god... but here you go... I will die for you... 

My last note.... 

Emily Carter