Dark Hatred, To Myself |•EDITING•| (ErenxReader AU)

10' Welcome Home

(Y/N) p.o.v.
You felt her stiletto nails digging into your skin making you let out a small noise. The burning sensation was numbing the left part above your hip. You didn't dare move since you knew it would get worse.

"You little bitch, wandering off like you owe the place?! Well guess what, this is why you have your mother here to stop you" she spoke harshly against the side of your ear.

Her breath reeked of alcohol which was normal. You winced as each word she spoke, the more pain was shot at you. The downside of this situation was of the new bruises being created over the same spot that was already swollen from bruises of the day before. It was the final sugar coat to your day. She kept looking ahead, dragging you along beside her.

After several minutes of walking, the place came into view. The place in which every inch of your pain came from. The start of it all, happened at the place. You dared not call it home, a place as such was not a home.

You started to feel her steps quicken as the entrance was getting closer. The grey pale walls were rotten, and chipped of old paint. The apartment building gave off a dry and creepy feeling. A nearby group of men were sharing a smoke and drinking while hearing to full blast music. A couple shouts from an argument of a couple were heard nearby. Kids were running around loosely, a small boy was chasing after a girl with a branch while the other couple of kids laughed and followed them as well. A sudden weight hit your chest as you clearly saw yourself being chased by, "them" who used to be your friends when you were younger.

Your step-mother greeted the neighbors with a fair smile as if dragging you with force was normal. Only two of the men had the mere importance to look at her and slightly nod, already drunk.

You quickly spotted Jean, along with Ymir and Krista who had barely arrived from school. They walked together half of the time since they all lived in the same building. Jean glanced over at you but quickly looked away, however Ymir looked straight ahead. Krista like always was there as well, however she stayed quiet and looked at you with a worried expression. All three of them walked straight past you, and your stepmother clicked her tongue in annoyance.

You would lower your face in embarrassment, but mostly because of your tears which were about to spill. She kept pulling you along upstairs and glared over at you.

"Awwe, you're going to cry dear? You disgust me" she slurred at your ears.

You decided to keep quiet, nothing would stop her anyways. The somber mood of the end of the day was just working out perfectly with everything that had folded out throughout the day. Finally once your stepmother had reached the door she shoved you inside while slamming the door behind her. 

The cold wall of the living room sent chills over your body as your back was against the wall. The whole house had been exploded with a heavy bomb of booze like any other day, much of the bottles from the past few months were still laying around. Your stepmother looked around is disgust while setting down her coat. She looked over at you and rolled her eyes.

"Get the fuck out of my sight, just wait until your father hears about this you scum" she yelled at you after walking into the kitchen which was right beside the living room. You dared not look up, by now your father would be staring at you, with his blank eyes. 

"W-whatcha dooo noww~" his hoarse voice filled your ears while it bounced off the walls in annoyance. 

Your stepmother exited the kitchen and shoved you towards your father, "Go on you shit, tell him what you did."

You slowly inhaled and lifted your head up. Actually you hadn't done anything wrong, other than being out a little late, and the stepmonster hated that. However, just like every other time, your stepmother would make up something ridiculous and stand by to watch your father punish you since he was ever so drunk. She loved watching you suffer, then again she never did like you.