I'll Miss You (Louis Tomlinson Cancer FanFiction)

Secrets

A/N~ Hi! I worked really hard on this chapter so I hope you like it!

Jasmines POV

"Hey wake up!" I hear a familiar voice yell. Someone is shaking my small body rapidly. I mumble something that I can't even understand. "Maushsnd" I say tiredly. "What?" The voice asks.

I open my eyes to see Louis Tomlinson hovering over me. "Louis!" I yell jumping out of bed. Louis was part of a boyband called One Direction. He was also my brother that cared about me a lot. He would do anything for me, and I would do anything for him. I would be lost without him.

He's usually on tour, so I don't get to see him much. If he's not on tour he is either recording at the studio or going to an interview.

He slightly chuckles as I jump into his arms. He looks at me and says "I think you need to go get ready." I groan and slide out of his grip. I slowly walk into my bathroom as he walks out of my room and closes the door.

I look at myself in my bathroom mirror. I looked like a blobfish that was being strangled by a dolphin. I'm not exaggerating.

I reach for my hair brush on the bathroom counter and brush out the tangles and knots in my long, wavy, brunette, hair. When I finish brushing my hair I turn on the shower and hop in. I scream very loudly from the steaming hot water burning my skin.

I hear running upstairs and my door bursts open. "Are you okay?" I hear a worried Liam ask. "Yes I'm fine, just hot water." I say twisting the handle to change the temperature. I hear him sign in relief and close my bathroom door.

I grab my coconut scented shampoo and squirt some in my hand. When I finish washing my hair with shampoo I rinse it out and put conditioner in. I wait three minutes before rinsing it out.

When I finish I hop out of the shower and grab a soft, warm towel. I wrap the towel around my body and grab my hair dryer. I quickly dry my hair and brush it again. I walk out of my room and walk over to my small closet opening it.

I pick out a white long-sleeved turtleneck, with a blood red skirt. I slip on my white high tops to complete the look. I feel like I'm forgetting something, but I can't seem to remember. Then it hits me. "I haven't brushed my teeth yet!" I say lightly hitting myself in the head with my hand. I walk back into my bathroom and brush my teeth.

When I finish I walk out of the bathroom, grab my phone and hurry downstairs. I reach the bottom of the steps and see the boys sitting on the couch watching T.V. I sneak behind them ready to jump at them and scare them until I get a phone call.

"Your hand fits in mine like It's made just for me" my ringtone chimes. The boys turn around and look at me confusingly. "Hey guys! ha ha ha, so what are you up to?" I say chuckling nervously. I quickly walk away before they can reply. I look at the caller ID, it read Lizzy The Princess. Who is this? Someone changed my contacts and I now have no idea who is who.

"Hello?"

"Hey!" I hear on the other end.

I instantly know that it's my best friend, Lizzy. I could've easily telled by the contact but me being me doesn't know anything sooooooo, carry on.

"Hey! Do you need anything?" I ask curiously.

"Well yeah, I actually do." She says getting quieter by the second.

"Ok, well carry on." I say.

"You know your crush Mason right?" She asks.

"Lizzy, he's my crush, of course I know him." I say in a duh tone.

"Well, he kinda asked me out." She says nervously.

"What! Well what did you say?" I asked anger in my voice.

The boys were looking at me as if I was crazy.

"I just ran away! I didn't know what to say!" She said.

"Whatever." I say madly and hang up.

"Are you okay?" Louis asks getting up and walking towards me. "Oh! Me? Yeah of course!' I say faking a smile. "Who was it?" Niall asks curiously. "Just a friend." I say running upstairs. "Where are you going?" Harry asks. "Just upstairs." I say running in my room and locking the door behind me.

I lie on my bed and lay there for a minute until I start feeling extremely sick. I run to my bathroom quickly and hover over the toilet. I throw up in the toilet. I hear banging on my door. "Jasmine! What's wrong?" I hear from the bathroom.

I get up and notice something red mixed in with my vomit. I take a closer look at it and realize that it's blood. It wasn't just a little bit. There was a good amount. I stare in shock. "It's probably nothing." I mumble. I knew it wasn't "nothing". I knew I would have to tell the boys sometime. I signed and flushed the toilet.

I brush my teeth thoroughly and leave the bathroom. I unlock and open the door. "What do you want?" I ask. "Why did you lock your door!" Louis asked pulling me into a hug."I was busy, doing something." I say. Before they could say anything else I quickly shut the door.

I start getting worried. What is wrong with my body? Why was there blood in my vomit? Am I going to be ok? Is this bad? How will I tell the boys? How will I tell Louis?

I shake it off and sit on my bed. I pull out my phone and look at the time, 8:48 a.m. I see that I have one message.

From: Lizzy The Princess

Hey, look I'm sorry about the call. I just felt the need to tell you. I want you to know that I didn't intend to hurt your feelings. I've always stuck by your side, and I always will. I hope you forgive me! I love you so much<3

I looked at the message for a few minutes. I start to feel really bad for hollering at her. It wasn't even her fault. "I'm so dumb!" I say aloud. I decide to call Lizzy to apologize.

"Ring, Ring" no answer.

"Ring, Ring" no answer.

"Ring, Ring" no answer.

A/N~ Hi! I hope you liked this chapter! It gets way better, just wait! Why would Lizzy not answer? What's wrong with Jasmine?

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