I'll Miss You (Louis Tomlinson Cancer FanFiction)

Falling

A/N- Hi! I decided to publish another chapter today instead of tomorrow! I just couldn't wait! I would like to thank Blue123584 for being so sweet and supportive towards me! Go follow her!

Jasmine's POV
It broke my heart to see the boys like this. It has been a week and they've not gotten better. I walk up to Louis's room to go check on him. He hadn't left his room ever since the doctor announced that I had cancer.

I slowly open his bedroom door.
"Louis?" I say.

I walk in to see a blood trail leading to his bathroom. "Oh,no!" I say. I run into his bathroom to see Louis laying there.

His eyes are closed and there's a razor lieing on the floor beside him. He has fresh cuts on his wrists. I stare in shock. Is this my fault? Did I cause him to do this? Why Louis? Why would he do this?

I quickly run out of his room and into Liam's room. "Liam, Louis needs help!" I yell. Liam jumps up and runs into Louis's room.

"Where is he?" He asks frantically. "In the bathroom!" I reply worryingly. Liam runs into the bathroom and his jaw drops.

He runs over to Louis and feels for a pulse. "There's still a pulse" he said happily. "I don't know why he would do this." I mumble.

"Louis!" Liam said patting his face lightly. Louis mumbled something we couldn't understand.

"We need to get him to the hospital!" Liam said quickly. I nodded my head as Liam picked Louis up. I grabbed the car keys and ran outside. I unlocked the car doors.

Liam lay Louis in the backseat. He ran to the drivers side and started the car.

We drive down the road. I notice Liam is speeding. "Liam slow down!" I yell.

He doesn't listen. He keeps speeding up. "Liam!" I yell snapping my fingers in his face.

"We could wreck, and Louis could get hurt pretty badly!" I yell. This gets his attention and he slows down.

When we arrive at the hospital Liam carries Louis inside. "We need help!" He yells. A nurse runs over and calls for help.

Liam explained to the nurse what had happened.

They take him to room #8. Liam tries to go in but a nurse holds him back. "Please stay here!" She said shutting the door.

Liam was pacing back and forth. He was mumbling things I couldn't understand.

I stand up and walk over to Liam. "Liam, it's going to be ok." I say putting a hand on his shoulder.

This stops him. He looks me straight in the eye and shakes his head horizontally.

"No it's not, you have cancer and only have two months to live, and now Louis is cutting!" He yelled throwing his hands in the air.

I feel a tear roll down my cheek. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to holler." Liam said looking down at the floor. It wasn't Liam hollering at me that made me cry, it was the fact that I was going to die in soon and nobody could stop it.

"Everythings falling apart." I say shaking my head. "It's my fault he's cutting Liam! I made him do this!" I say slightly raising my voice.

"Don't say that! It's never going to be your fault!" He said placing his hands on my shoulders.

"I can't do this anymore, Liam." I say shaking my head at the ground. He gives me a confused look.

"Liam, I can't live like this any longer." I say tears filling up in my eyes. "I can't take it!" I yell.

"Jasmine, I know you can stay strong, it's not going to be easy living in your condition, but the boys and I are going to be by your side through all of it. The good and the bad, the best and the worst, we will be there for you every step of the way." He said sympathetically.

"What's going to happen?" I ask tears streaming down my face.

Before Liam could reply the nurse walked out of room #8. Liam ran over to her quickly.

"Is he alright?" He asked trying to look into the room. "Sir, please calm down, Louis is fine.

"Now I need to ask you some questions." She said.

Liam nodded his head. "Ok, do you know why he would inflict pain on himself?" She asked.

"Well, he has had it very rough for the past week." Liam replies.

"Why is that?" The nurse asks curiously.

"Well, his little sister has cancer." Liam explains starting to tear up. "Oh, I'm very sorry." The nurse says with a sympathetic voice.

She asked a couple of more questions.

"Well that's all, Thank you." She says walking back into Louis's room. Liam goes and sits down in a chair nearby.

He puts his head in his hands. "I don't know what to do." He mumbles. "Jasmine, I need help." He says looking up at me.

I walk over to him and seat myself Beside him. "Liam, I know It's hard, but you have to stay strong." I say looking into his eyes.

"I'm going to miss you so much!" He says bursting out into tears. Liam hardly ever cried in front of people. If he did he was truly hurt.

The nurse reappeared in front of us. "Louis has woken up and he keeps saying he wants his little sister." The nurse says looking at me.

The nurse and I were good friends. When I was little I came in here a lot. I always found ways to hurt myself, surprising right?

She was always so sweet and understanding. Her name is Willow Heart.

I get up out of my seat and follow the nurse into Louis's room. "Jasmine." He said looking at me.

"Louis, why?" I say looking at his bandaged wrists. "Why did you do this?" I ask.

"I'm sorry, I just cant take it, my baby sister is going to be gone soon, and I can't do anything about it." He says as a few tears roll down his cheek.

"I could've helped you, it's my fault!" He says.

I sign. "Louis, you shouldn't blame yourself, you didn't know, so how would you have helped? Please don't do this to yourself." I say quietly.

"I'm so sorry Jasmine." He says tearing up. I walk over to him and sit at the end of his bed.

"It's ok." I say pulling him into a hug. His warm touch was what I needed. I needed him to tell me everything was alright. I needed him to tell me that I would be ok.

I knew that he couldn't. I knew he would be lieing if he did say that. "Why can't everything be back to normal?" I mumble into his chest.

We stay like that for a while until I hear a knock on the door.

I turn around to see who it is.

"No." I say staring in shock at the figure standing in front if us.

A/N- Hello! I hope you enjoy the story so far! Who do you think the figure is?

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