I'll Miss You (Louis Tomlinson Cancer FanFiction)

Memories

Louis's POV
Yesterday was the tragic plane crash. I haven't talked to the boys ever since yesterday. I haven't even left my room.

As the tears roll down my cheeks I think of all the memories I had with Jasmine.

Kicking balls in the street, leaving my clothes in her room. I chuckle to myself remembering how mad she would get when I would do that.

I would sometimes fall down, she would always make a joke out of it.

I loved her dearly, now she's just gone. I can't take the pain. She had a whole life ahead of her.

She was going to have a family of her own. She would always make jokes about having a terrible boyfriend, just to make me worry.

She never got to have that "terrible" boyfriend because of her death.

"Why!" I yell slamming my fist into the ground. It didn't make anything better, it just made my hand hurt.

I hear a knock at my door. "Who is it?" I bark. "Liam." His voice says as he opens the door.

He had red, puffy eyes. He came and sat down beside me. "How are you taking it?" He asks obviously knowing the answer.

"I can't take it anymore Liam! Why did this have to happen to her! Out of all people!" I yell fustrated.

He sighs. "I just need time alone." I say getting up and walking out of my room.

I walk down the long hallway and stop at Jasmine's door. I open it and close it behind me.

I walk over to her bed and sit on it. Taking a look around her room I notice a journal on her nightstand.

It was white at the top and kinda dark blue at the bottom. The initial "J" was on it.

I open her journal to the first page.

2016- To: Louis Tomlinson- From: Jasmine Tomlinson

Dear, Louis
I know being the nosy person you are, you're going to randomly find this journal in my room and read it.
No matter where I am right now just know that I love you so
much!
If I'm gone when you're reading this, just know it isn't your
fault.
Anyone can get very ill, anyone can die.
In a few days we're leaving for tour, how exiting!
If anything bad happens on the plane, I'm still so happy you asked me to join you!
If there is a terrible plane crash and I don't make it, please don't feel guilty.
Louis William Tomlinson, I love you so much you can't even imagine.
You've always been there for me when I needed you most.
You've always been there to pick me up when I fall.
You've always been the one to lift my spirits up when I was
down.
You're the best brother ever!
I'm you're princess, and you're my prince.
You saved me from all the bad things in this world. I made your world the greatest thing ever
( you know it's true!).

I love you so much♡

-Jasmine Tomlinson

Tears fall onto the page as I read it.

Jasmine is the best sister ever. Even if she's not here with me, I know she's watching over me.

She's my little princess, and I'm her prince. She left me to fight in this world alone.

I would have never made it this far if it wasn't for her. I have to be brave and carry on without her.

Easier said than done. I hold the journal tightly clutched to my chest as tears slip down my cheeks.

There's this girl, she filled my heart, and that girl is Jasmine Tomlinson.

A/N- Hey guys! I'm really sad this story came to an end. I had so much fun writing it

Thank you so much Blue123584 for letting me write this story.

I know I've said it tons of times but go read Blue123584 story "My Big Brother" (Liam Payne Cancer FanFiction".

I want to say thank you to every single one of you! I will defiantly make another story like this be expecting a Niall Horan Canver FanFiction soon!

I love you guys so much, and I couldn't have done it without you!

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