Untold Sorrows

2. KisS

You and I have had different experiences here, quite obviously.

Back then, I was the really shy kid behind a mask of anger and hate. It wasn't something I thought of ever doing, even after watching so many flipping Disney movies, but overtime I've started coming onto this thought. "What if it actually happened today? What if today it all happened and I would screw up the moment like I usually do?". I'm kinda running out of teenage years, and I need to have some fun now and then.

You on the other hand have shared quite a fair bit on this. Don't want to go into detail too much, but there was so much you shared, both on a personal and social level of exposure.

I'm not one to comment on other people's experiences, cause I'm mostly a listener and not a talker, yet I've had so much to say on your "experiences".

That one fateful night we spoke after hours, breaking rules and talking about the randomest of things and I swear down, that night, I really wanted to kiss you, but all my fears got in the way. Yeah, I may have never had my first kiss, so there's one fear. Screwing it up was another, but my biggest fear with you was knowing if you and I would ever be.

This was obviously before I understood the hate for people, but ever since I've learnt about you I have nothing to fear and nothing to be scared about.