Untold Sorrows

My Love. Your Denial.

When I fell for your heart, I was joyous.
But you fell flamboyant to reality.

I used to hate.
It was a shame fate was not there for me.
We used to have debates.
But all the tears used to escalate.

I was one for you.
You were my undeniable lover.
Skies were crystal blue.
But I fell under the covers.

Now you smile.
But not with me.
You have the style.
But we're not what we used to be.

Now you slowly live everyday with him.
Enjoying every minute of your life.
I slowly take a glimpse.
Before crying and pulling out the knife.

I simply live without you by my side.
You seem to not notice.
I lived without you when I cried.
You don't put my perspective into focus.

I'm not going to be your soothing comfort.

I'm not going to be your second choice.

I'm not going to be your emotional puppet.

As long as you don't hear the sound of my voice...