Truth or Dare (Jack and Finn Harries fanfiction)

Chapter 32

My words choked in my throat and my blank expression faltered. I coughed a little and blankly responded.

"That's fine Finn"

"Okay, cool" he nodded his head and began a conversation with Caspar and Jack.

I mumbled something about being hungover and blankly walked to my room where I calmly closed my door.

Everything hit me. All the emotions I had held in just exploded and I slid down the door to a small quivering crouch. I had the wrong idea and now I felt thrown completely. The idea of being fuck buddies with Finn would be an appealing one but that's not what I was upset about.

I had become sentimental, probably idiotically so, of my pure virginity. I had lost it in pain and discomfort. I had lost it for just another fuck to Finn, it felt. I propped myself up a little bit from my weeping hunched posture hugging my legs and heaving into my knees.

What was I going to do next?
Was I going to be fuck buddies with Finn?
Would it anger Finn if he tasted a dash of his own medicine and I tried it on with someone else?
Do I want to hurt Finn?

And I thought about these questions and I thought about my answers to them. And with that information I knew what I needed to do next.

Forget him. Forget the pain. And just survive this trip until I can escape to normality. My bed was roughly made with the sheets tongues lolling out over the beds edges unevenly. A relieved sigh escaped my lips as I settled on my bed under the blankets.

I was uncomfortably hot, slightly hungover and desperately sad. Advice would recommend that time would heal these fresh sore wounds and the only way time would go faster is if I slept it away. And so I did.

A slow moment had passed and it was late afternoon. Knocking had woken a new Liv, feeling warm and fresh.

"Yes?" I questioned through my door. As I flattened my bunched clothing.

"We have takeaways and alcohol. Let us in"

I laughed as everyone jumped happily on to my bed and sat on the floor in a circle that was exactly the same as the night we played truth or dare. A dull pain hit my ribs when Finn smiled and gently kissed my cheek as he whisked past me to a seat on my bed.

I had been handed a half full bottle of wine by Caspar, I took a long gulp and quickly handed it to Maz.

"Finish it off so we can play spin the bottle" I said, smiling naughtily.

Everyone laughed and made excited "oooo" and "aaaa" noises.

I didn't need to tell Maz twice and he was lifting it bottom up signifying its emptiness in a matter of minutes.

Sam took the bottle from him, hungrily and spun.

It landed on Louise. Sam leaned in over the bottle and onto the other side of the circle on the floor. He cupped his hands around her smooth and soft cheeks and touched lips gently, for a couple of seconds he held it. When he leaned back to his seating position they were both smiling.

Louise spun and landed on Zoe who looked over at Caspar waiting for confirmation before nodding at Louise. Caspar laughed and clapped and hooted the loudest as Louise and Zoe's lips touched for a small friendly peck.

"Spin away Zoe" Maz hurried Zoe from her daydreaming into Caspar's eyes longingly. Zoe was sitting on the floor at the foot of the bed and Caspar sat next to her but propped up on the bed. His tan hands kept twirling and playing with her long brunette hair. Zoe's head would rest against his legs that were hanging off the bed and she would look up and swoon longingly into his romantic blue-green eyes.

"Zoe. Spin" her eyes fluttered delicately back to spin the bottle and she spun.

Everyone booed but Zoe who squealed with joy. The bootle was facing exactly at Caspar.

"That's not fair he's your boyfriend"

Zoe's legs were already straddling Caspar who was lying down on my bed. They were kissing a lot more than what was required for spin the bottle.

Caspar finally broke their locked lips to spin the bottle.

Finn.