Jungkook (Angst)

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"Morning Kookie!" You smiled at Jungkook. "Morning babe. Wanna make pancakes?" He asked. You nodded and smiled. You got out the mixture and Jungkook helped with the flipping. You both had so much fun. "Like the pancakes? Put some Nutella and Strawberries on it. Its SO good!" You suggested. He laughed and said "Oh my! Your so cute!" As he leaned over and pinched your cheek. "Aigoo Kookie!" You blushed. After eating you asked him "wanna go to town for shopping?" He said "sure!"

You both got changed and headed out. You popped into Nike and you found white huaraches. You were in love! "OMG KOOKIE DON'T THESE LOOK SO CUTE?!" He gasped and nodded. He started coughing a lot which made you worried. "Kookie, are you okay?" He replied "Yeh yeh im fine. Oh gosh look at these Jordons!" He changed the subject. You shrugged and looked at them.

After buying the shoes, you went to Mcdonalds. You two sat in front if each other but Jungkook coughed non-stop. "Hey? You sure your okay?" You asked. "Hey (Y/N) i told you im fine! *cough*" you hurried him and said "Kookie, be quick and lets go home okay? I'll give you some medicine." He agreed and finished his food.

Home
He was still coughing and now you were getting scared. You took him upstairs to your bedroom which you shared and laid him on the bed. "We'll see a doctor tomorrow okay?" You told him. "Okay." He said. He fell asleep. It was already 10:00pm so you both just slept.

9:00am
"Babe, wake up. Lets go." You woke up Jungkook and he did. He got dressed and wore a face mask. On the way to the doctors, you drove with one hand on the wheel and the other on Jungkook's hand. You started panicking. Once you got there you only had to wait for 4 minutes. You let Jungkook see the doctor by himself. When he came about, he looked down. You walked to him and asked "what's wrong?" He replied "oh i just have a cold. The doctor said to just rest and all." You nodded and you both left. What you didn't notice, Jungkook was hiding a paper behind his back.

Home
Jungkook laid on the bed with some tea you made him. You had work at 11:00am and it was already 9:45am so you started changing. After changing, you kissed Jungkook goodbye and left. After you left, he pulled out the paper from his pocket and unfolded it. He frowned.

At work
"Hey (Y/N)! How's your day?" Your boss Eunji asked. "Its fine. Jungkook's ill so can i have a half day? Or until 3:00pm?" You asked nicely and she said yes. You did your usual. Paper work, phone calls and appointments. The clock strikes 3:00pm and you left. "Thanks boss!" You waved Eunji goodbye and got in your car and hurried home. You bit your lip, feeling scared and worried. Mixed emotions.

Home
You hurried up the stairs and into your room. Jungkook wasn't there. You snorted and asked "why am i panicking? He could be somewhere here. Jungkook-ah. Kookie?" You walked around the house calling him but there was no answer. You got scared. He was no where. "Oh no. NO! Where could he be? Hospital...hospital. Of course." You went upstairs to get your keys from the desk and found the paper Jungkook was hiding. The letter read:
Name:Jeon Jungkook
D/O/B:01/09/97
Age:20
Relations:Girlfriend, mother, father, brother
Dear Mr Jeon, i am here to inform you about your health. From the tests we took, it seems to be you have Cancer. Stomach and Lung cancer. You have never smoked so i do not know how you have got this but we will find out soon. Any problems please see us.
Dr Choi

You covered your mouth and teared up. "Shit...SHIT!" You yelled and ran to your car to the hospital. Once you were there, you asked the desk lady "um...Jeon Jungkook? Im here to see Jeon Jungkook." The lady replied "Room 19" you thanked her and ran. Once at Room 19, you sighed and opened the door. You opened the door to see a pale Jungkook, with tubes in his arms and an oxygen mask. "Jungkook?" You whisper. "He opened his eyes and look at you. He pointed to his mask and you took it off. "(Y/N)? What are you doing here?" He asked. "Why else would i be here? Cancer? Why didn't you tell me?" You started tearing up. "I-im sorry Babe. I didn't want to upset you." He explained.

"I know i would be upset but im more upset because you didn't tell me. Why?" You asked, your voice raising. "Im so so sorry." He apologised. The nurse came in and said "Miss, we are about to check up on Mr Jeon now so would it be okay if you can please step outside for a bit?" You nodded and looked at him. You smiled and walked off. You exited the hospital and drove home.

So much was going through your head right now and you didn't focus on driving. You were thinking "is this it? Is this the end? No god please no! There was so much i wanted to do with him!" You were crying so much your face became hot and you got a headache. The green light turned red but you were stressed to notice. You drove straight ahead, not knowing a big lorry driving from your right. *CRASH*

2 minutes later
"quick we need a ambulance fast!" You heard a person yell. "CALL 911 NOW!" Another person yelled. You opened your eyes a bit to see the blue sky and people around. You closed them since you were unconscious.

20 minutes later
You were in the hospital, on the bed and still unconscious so you were still asleep. Your bed was next to Jungkook's. He lied there, staring at your bruised and bloody body, tears streaming down his face while holding your hand. Jungkook and your hands were hanging off the bed but were intertwined with eachother. He cried and whispered "im so so sorry (Y/N). Im so sorry." He was left crying at your beautiful face.
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Shit! Now im the one crying! Hope you liked that! Comment on how many tissues you used up. I used like 10000! Excuse me while i go use 100000 more! 😭😭😭😭
~Shania

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