Jimin (Angst)

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You sat at the edge of your bed thinking, "should i do it? Maybe i should. Its for the best." You frowned. Jimin was on tour at the moment so you were alone. You were making a mistake that you will regret forever. "Im sorry Jimin. I love you." You whispered. It was 11:00pm so you were about to sleep. Jimin's coming home in 2 days.

10:00am
"Gosh i'm tired" you walked  downstairs and had some breakfast. You just had a bowl of cereal. You looked around the room to see pictures of you and Jimin framed around you. You smiled and your eyes started to whelm up with tears. You whispered again quietly to yourself saying "Can't believe I'm doing this. Im sorry Jimin." You put your bowl in the sink and walked upstairs.

*RING*
Your phone started ringing. It was none other than Jimin. You thought whether you should answer or not but you knew it would worry him so you answered. You smiled when he said "JAGIYAAAA! Hello my precious! How are you?" You laughed and said "Im fine Chim." He sounded sad when he replied "Jagi, you sound sad. Are you okay?" You responded "Yeh yeh I'm fine. I just woke up." Jimin gasped and said "Oh Jagi, I'm sorry." You giggled and said "No no, you called at the perfect time. I was already awake till you called me." He laughed. "Well, i have to go now. If you need me, call me! Love you so much (Y/N) babe!" He said whispering on the phone so no one can hear him. You did the same and replied "Love you more Chim." You hung up and sighed. Your heart suddenly dropped.

It was moving towards the evening now but all you did was watch TV. You got dressed and again slept. You had dreams about Jimin, good dreams. But, you know they won't be true.

9:00am
*knock knock*
You got woken up by a knock on your door. You asked "Who is it?" There was no answer. You just opened the door and you looked to see a happy faced Jimin looking at you. "Im home baby." He said. Your eyes widened and you wrapped your arms around his neck and pecked his lips. "Welcome home. Want some breakfast?" You asked. He looked to the floor and said "Well, sorry to disappoint you Jagi, but were are going out for breakfast instead. Get dressed. I know great place to eat!" He winked. You smiled and went upstairs.

Jimin was waiting on the front porch for you. You started whispering "This is it. I have to say it." After changing you hurried downstairs and out the door and into Jimin's car. He drove happily then frowned. He noticed you were looking out the window, being very sad. "Hey, what's up?" He asked. You looked at him and said "Oh nothing. I have work tomorrow and we have somewhere to go. So much to do." You smiled and he just said okay.

Once you got there, you both ordered a table for two. You ordered the 4 stacked pancakes with syrup and he ordered the Egg omelette with ham and cheese. Once the orders came, you both dug in. When finished, Jimin talked about all the stuff they did on their tour. You both were just laughing. There was a 2 minute silence until you frowned and started saying, "Jimin, i have to tell you something. Something important." He looked at you interested.
"Im sorry." You sadly said. "About what?" He asked. "Im just, sorry. Don't take this in too deep. I want you to continue with your concerts and tours without worry." You looked at him and his smile dropped. "What are you saying?" He was curious.
"Im saying that, maybe would should just cut it. Just...*sigh*" your tears started flowing. He started to whelm up. "Jimin, I'm sorry. Can we end things here? Just be best friends from now on?"

His tears fell as well and said "Huh? But i don't want to. *sigh* (Y/N), i understand. I just wanna keep you happy. If thats how you feel, i can't to anything about it." He looked at you and you replied. "Thank you for understanding and I'm truly very sorry Jimin. I love you. We'll just be best friends from now on okay?" He nodded. You both left but you decided to walk. Jimin waved goodbye and got in his car. He closed the door and sighed. He got a small box from his jumper pocket and opened it. It was a ring. The ring was engraved with the words "Marry Me". He teared up and said "No use giving this to her now."
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DAMNIT! I FEEL SO EMO AND SAD RIGHT NOW! This one i could of lost all the hydration from my body by just crying. Anyway, enjoy this...if you can! 😭😭😭
~Shania

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