Mediterranean Madness

Chapter Fifteen: "I Cant Beleive Its You"

STEPH'S POV:

"Hey αγάπη μου (MY LOVE)"
"Ooh my God Alex what, how what, your alive?!" I was shocked out if my witts. I felt tears beggining to spill out of my eyes, splatering on my cheeks.

I tried to reach out to hug him but my hands were still tied.
"Wait wh-" I began to say when he caught on and untied my hands and feet. I lept up and hugged him with all I could. He was alive. He was here in front of me. He was... him.

He held me with just as much care as I was showing him if not more.
"Your alive" I burst into tears of happiness gripping his hair in my hands tighter then I probably should have, he just squeezed my waist for reassurance and held me tighter.

"Im here Stephany, im here" he whispered in my ear releasing me from our hug, then swipping his thumb over my cheeks were tears fell. Just looking into his eyes was so, so right. I had Alex back.

But then that sickening feeling arose back in me. Why would he take me and treat me like dirt?

I thought maybe he was doing it to suprise me but it didn't add up, why would he kidnap me like that, play such mind games with me and even hit me if it was just to suprise me?!

I backed away slowly my grin turning to a flat face with no emotion showing until anger just started ragging in me. I didn't care if it was a suprise, I didn't care if my emotions were surging and confused, I was pissed how dare he do that too me! And how dare he not come to me sooner!! I THOUGHT HE DIED! IT RUINED ME!!

Years of pain, sadness, anger and hurt just all came within me, all coming out in one moment.

"WHY THE FÜCK DID YOU NEVER COME FOR ME ALEX?! WHY WOULD YOU LIE TO ME?! WHY WOULD YOU KIDNAP ME LIKE THAT YOU PIECE OF SHÍT! YOU ACTUALLY HIT ME ALEX! YOU DONT TOUCH ME LIKE THAT EVER! MAYBE IT WOULD BE BETTER OFF IF YOU HAD DIED BACK THEN! IM PETRIFIED OF YOU NOW YOU KNOW THAT!" I just broke in that moment I went from happy to anger to bawling in less then minutes. I didn't know where it was all coming from.

The situation was obvious why but I was never one to go from one emotion to the other so rapidly, I was usually a calm person who stuck to her view and never acted like one of those girls you know, see, read and hear about that you hate and say make your mind up but I was being that.

What was this boy doing to me?

I fell to the floor just rolling in a ball, being a blubbering mess.
"Im sorry I didn't mean that, its just-"
"No Stephany its fine. I know why you did that... I dont actually blame you, I would feel the same if not worse if I was in your shoes. Im sorry I hit you Stephany, But im doing my job. I had to kidnap you. It will all be clear soon to you but right now we need to leave okay. I know you probably dont trust me or want to go but if you dont come willingly... im sorry but I have to make you"

In that moment I knew I wasn't free. I was kidnapped, by the man who made me realise how to love, but how to grieve too.

What has my life come too?..

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Alarm - Anne Marie