Zoey's story : A Shugo Chara story #2

Chapter 9

              ( Zoey is ' Stressed out ' )

                     * 3 days later *
        
             ♡○♡ Zoey's POV ♡○♡

" Amu if that girl tries to get to you and ikuto can't get there in time , you need to use your heart rod . " I said to her . It's been 3 days , and we're still working . I've been having to fix and edit several parts in the plan , and i'm thinking I'm having to edit some more parts again tonight . Most things are going the way , but I'm way stressed out! " On it! " amu said back . " Kukaki your suppose to surround the eggs with your board , your suppose to circle around them so amu and utua can heal them . " I said . Ugh! I don't know what I'm gonna do! We've been in fights with kairi over these past days , and with that me and the girls concerts are coming up . Our first concert in america is coming up , we've still got to pack and pratice . But we haven't done any praticing , yukari says it's fine but I doubt it . We've never been this late about praticing , we haven't even decided what song were gonna sing . Were gonna sing
" On the floor " at this stadium there , then it's " What the hell " on Good morning america and then we still haven't decided what song for the stadium at here . Ugh! But I'm just so stressed out right now , I feel like I could blow at any minute . Plus I haven't been sleeping , I can only sleep when kairi's around . But he's not around , so what am I to do? I can't even take my naps . I feel so tired right now , but we've got to work on the plan! The big battle is coming up , and we're still working on this! I know everyone is giving it they're best , but we really need for everything to be perfect! " Ikuto your going to be the one to be distracting kairi during the battle , so you've got to show some effort here! " I said .
Ugh! " Do i? " ikuto asked . " Yes! " amu shouted at him . I honestly don't know how amu deals with him , but it's her life not mine . Suddenly I feel limp and tired , I collapse to the ground and close my eyes .

            * A few hours later *

    I open my eyes to see ikuto , huh? Why's ikuto in here? I'm in my room with ikuto , never seems the same does it? " And she's awake . " he said .
" What happened? " I asked . " You collapsed during training , it's cause your lack of sleep . " he said .
" Where's the others? " I asked .
" They're in the kitchen , amu's making lunch and I think she's gonna need some more help then su . " he said . I quickly get up , grab ikuto and run to the kitchen . I would have grabbed him by his tail , but I've learned that never to grab a cat by the tail . Once were in the kitchen , I see everyone . " She's alive . " kukaki said .
" Thank goodness your okay! " amu said . " You had us worried there zoey . " utua said . " You've got to get some sleep . " tadase said . " I agree . " rima said . " Here let me help . " I said . So I went to help amu cook , and together we made some pretty good grilled cheeses for lunch . I'm doing good , I just need to get some sleep . Well now where all our front just sitting in the grass , it's peaceful . Amu and ikuto were laying down in the grass , amu was snuggled up to ikuto and kukaki and utua were doing the same . Rima and tadase were sitting next to each other just holding hands , just watching them made me feel sad and pain inside . They all have each other with them , while mine is being controlled . It was making me hurt inside , I want kairi by my side . I want him to hold me in his arms , to kiss me on the forehead and tell me everything is gonna be okay like he usually does . I want him to tell me how much he loves me over and over , like he would before we would everytime we were alone . I want him to kiss me over and over again while he tells me how perfect I am for him and how much he loves me . But he's not here , do he can't do any of it . I miss him so much , the words I said to him during our argument still ring in my head .

  " You know what , I'm sick and tired of having to deal with this! You used to be all nice , but now you've changed!
You don't care for me anymore , when I'm over here caring and crying the hell out for you! Whatever happened to you during the vacation is bad , and i'm not gonna deal with it anymore!
I'm sick and tired of having to try and fix things when all your doing is just getting mad at me for no f*cking reason! I don't like this new kairi , I want the old one back! I want the kairi who was there for me when I needed him , the kairi who cared for me when nobody would , the kairi who showed me love and affection , the kairi who defended and protected me , the kairi who I was closest with to come back! I want him back! "

I can't believe I said that to him , but I was only speaking the truth . It's true I was , I was pouring my heart out for him . And all he did was go off and say that .

  " You know what , I didn't really care for you . I was thinking of going to see a friend of mine . "

 
The words still ring in my head , but that wasn't him . That wasn't the kairi I know , he was under the influence of effcot who was controlling him . Effcot has made a big mistake , and they're going to pay for it . Cause they made they biggest mistake of they're lives , they messed with me . They took someone who I loved the most away from me , and i'm going to get my revenge . And my revenge is getting kairi back , and I will get him back . I know I will , and that's a promise . Soon ran who's one of amu's chara's came up to me , and she looked excited . " Cheer up zoey! Everything will be okay! Cheer up! Hooray! Hooray! Hooray! " she cheered . I chuckled , ran is very much like ruby in a way . They'll both do anything to see anyone smile , I'll give them credit for that . Soon my girls came up to me , and they just plotted themselves on me . Aqua and musashi are on my head , ruby is on my left shoulder , dottie is on my right shoulder , rina and luna are on my knees . I've got so many chara's , well not counting musashi . But he's stayed with me for some time , he's getting used to be around me a lot more . And I'm happy about that , cause he's getting used to me and getting to know me . He's doing good . It feels nice today , I just hope things will end up the way I hope . Cause I'm really wanting my kairi back , and i'm gonna get him back . I know I am , cause the plan will work and I'll be happy again . So that's how it's gonna go down .