My fear does not stem from the most common,
Instead,
It is me whom I'm afraid of.
The fact that I am able to hurt myself
Over and over,
Brings terror to my eyes,
Especially in the mirror,
I cry because of whom I've become.
I've seen myself at my lowest,
More fear crawls up my Spine,
Telling me,
"It's okay, if you do it one more time."
No matter what I tell myself,
And what I tell others,
I am nothing,
I will never amount to what others want me to be.
I've even hurt others,
To hide my own pain,
There is something wrong with me,
I've turned into a monster,
I'm double-sided,
I can't hide it,
I'm just a waste of space.
If you know me,
I warn you,
Stay away,
Please don't get close to me,
Just leave me be,
The reason is very simple....
I
Am
Nothing
-Caelin
