The thoughts have control of my life,
No matter what I fear,
Do you hear them too?
Constant state of panic,
Crippling anxiety,
Trapped in this society,
Perfection is the goal,
When will my heart become whole?
Once again I tell you my pain,
We know this world is nothing,
Can you save me from my emptiness?
No, no you can not.
I am stuck in between worlds,
In the search for acceptance.
I've been tortured,
Not by those who have caused the pain,
But from the uncontrollable thoughts,
I hope to regain my sanity,
But I will continue to pretend,
Until the End
~Caelin
