The little emo girl

Numb

I wiped my tears away, did not bother to but any makeup on because it would just get ruined.

I took a deep breathe and made my way down stairs, to have seen that's the ambulance and the police had gone and took the body with them.

Danny was just sitting on the step at the bottom of the stairs, it looked like he had his head in his hands, I slowly sat down next to him trying to not cry again as he just looked at me.

"Hey" I softly said as he slowly looked up at me

"Come here" he sobbed as he took me into his arms and held me close as I had my head on his shoulder.

"I said I hated her, she hated me, my dad hates me, he killed my mum then he left, she hated me but I was still her child, I loved her but she did not see, everyday I have been wondering when is this hell gonna stop, I did not want it to end like this, not now, you want the horrible thing was, she never told me she loved me" I sopped

Danny had no words, my heart felt like it had been broken but can't be healed, I'm broken, I'm fucked up, I can't live my life knowing that I'm gonna be lying in a hospital bed tomorrow, I just can't face those bully's the ones who kick me down.

As I pulled away from Danny as my head was spinning, my mind will never be at rest I feel numb,I have lost all feelings.

I feel broken.

And it dose not matter how meany times you say that you can fix me I know that I'm never gonna be fixed, everyday I go though life with a fake smile and a fake laugh, Im tired off hurting, I feel the pain everyday, I have a silent scream, but like I said at the start no one can hear me...