The little emo girl

The rest off the night

I lied down on my bed and tied to close my eyes just for a second and dream off a life that was so much more better, a life that stopped all the pain,hurt,tears,sadness and loneliness.

I got back up, I put my red drop dead hoodie on to cover my arm, and made my way down stairs to get something to eat, when I got down stairs I pepped my head around the livening room door to see where mum and dad where, they where just sitting on the sofa just talking crap like they all ways do, mum had a glass off wine in her hand as all ways and dad had beer.

They just looked at me and not said a word, I disappeared and made my way to the kitchen to go and get something to eat, I looked in the cupboard and fridge and could not find anything, I was scared to go to the shop because I did not want to go outside, because off what just happened, I looked again and found a hot chocolate packet, and a packet off chicken noodles.

I made my hot chocolate and my chicken noodles, my mum came in the kitchen, topped up her glass off wine and just gave me a dirty look, she muttered under her breathe

"Child from hell"

She randomly said, she looked half pissed, she always calls me names, It was hard to ignore her but I just had to, she walked out off the room with her glass off wine in her hand, as I grabbed my bowl off noodles and my hot chocolate and made my way up stairs where I would stay for the rest off the night.

I got upstairs, put my food and drink on my bed side, and turned my tv on, and my DVD player, I was looking around my room trying to find a film, I was looking in my draws and on my shelf, and finally found my favoraite movie, "grown ups".

I put it in my DVD player and closed my door, closed my black curtains and made a little comfy spot on my bed with pillows and my paramore blanket, I pressed play and started eating.

My mind was finally at rest, but not for long...