The little emo girl

Dont let me go

*POSSIBLY TRIGGERING*
*HIGHLY EMOTIONAL*

The night was coming to a close as Danny had stayed with me all day, till his dad called him.

"Be back in a minute babe" he quickly spoke as he picked up the phone, and walked out of the room.

I ran up the stairs and closed the door as I could hear shouting between Danny and his father, I looked at the razor, things where going though my mind.

"What if I just end it now"
"What if I just do the deal"
"Cut the wrong vain"
"I don't want to face them tomorrow"
"Look at me I'm a mess"
"I don't have a mum or a dad that love me"
"Do it"
"I have no reason to live"

I grabbed the razor, I started to shake as I knew if I end it all know my pain will finally stop.

Before I knew it, the deal was done, yet again a I made line after line on my rist, the blood just kept on coming, it could not stop, I got what i wanted, I clasped on the floor as my rist was still bleeding.

I could hear foot steps running up the stairs as I seen Danny's face but it was a blur,tears started to come out of his eyes, as he ran to get his phone.

I will always remember Danny, he will never leave my mind,he's my dream guy that I have always dreamed of, I will never forget his beautiful soft voice, that made me smile, he is one in a million.

My eyes shut, my hearing went, my life was over.


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I know how it feels to be judged and to be bullied.
I know how it feels to lose someone that you love so much.
I know what it's like to have the world on your shoulders.

Never give up on hope.

I'm here for you guys.

So never give up please.

Block out all the bad and try and replace it with the good, you can beat this, trust me, your beautiful...

"Darlin, you'll be ok"