The little emo girl

Why am i doing this to myself?

I slowly got up, took baby steps to the Mirror, I could feel the pain travel under my skin, I looked at myself, I was cut and bruised, I looked horrible, my cheek was cut, I pulled my top up and seen where my ribs were all my side was cut, my ribs stuck out I pulled my top down and looked at my knees and again they where cut but not as badly as my side.

I traveled to the bathroom to go and get a damp hand towel, and took it back to my room, I pressed it on my wounds gently, when I finished I traveled back to the bathroom and then back to my room, the bleeding went down but I was still hurting all over, I turned on my bed side lamp, and sat on my bed, i got up finally and put my dark purple skinny jeans on with my black falling in reverse top on, I sat back down, I opened my draw to find my phone charger, then my enemy was starring at me, the voices in my head where saying do it... My eyes where locked on my razor...