She torments my mind. The fact that i wanted to spend forever with her is insane. I hope she dates that scum of a human being, Josh, they seem like a good match. First, the kid sends all these texts about me, about her, and about himself. I believed it, and when it all ends up being, what she refers to as a lie, and yet she takes his side. Shes got a peculiar taste in guys, but hell, she wants to "taste them all." She seemed to enjoy fucking with my head, i couldnt tell truth from lie elogantly spoken by those beautiful, well used lips of hers. Was the world lying or was she? How am I supposed to live in this state of ignorance. I dont know whats going on, what went on, and Im supposed to trust her even after shes done this before? With Leo, I thought she was cheating, she said she wasnt, and then proceeded to break up with me and date the kid. Leaving me with nothing but a broken heart and a "lets be friends". That summer while I was struggling to let her go, to forget she ever existed, she was in the midst of making out with her cousin, then later says it was to get over me, and that she loved me then. Hmmm, somewhat suspicious. Now, josh, all my friends, are all saying that she was cheating and she was interested in him and rumors spread the IB classroom of her escapades, and she denys that it ever happened, but then, she tore away literally all hope, and plans to date the boy. Kinda sounds familiar. So now, i ask you, was the world lying or was she? I never deserved this bullshit, and I think im happier without it. Nothing really matters anymore, atleast nothing involving her. Goodbye TSlovestory
