Lingerie • jariana

T h i r t y - O n e

Ariana ;

"You can't tell anyone Ariana,"

"Jax.. what if Justin asks, I c-can't lie to him, he's my boyfriend, I can't lie to him, not again,"

"Ariana you can't! He'd disown me, and he's hate me, be ashamed,"

What?

"Why would you ever think all those things Jaxon, Justin is your brother, he loves you, hell.. he was about to kill for you,"

Jaxon shook his head.

"I just hope he didn't, he couldn't,"

"Jax.. tell me who those boys were," I say.

"Okay.." He sighs.

He takes another drink of the water, swallows, and looks me dead in the eyes.

"Two years ago.. I transferred to the private school I go to now, from being homeschooled, mom wanted me to 'make friends' and learn to be 'more social',"

I nodded.

"It was a really good school, I really liked it, especially when I met him,"

"He made everything better, he was friend when no one else was, he was just.. good for me,"

"And I started getting these feelings.. feelings I've never felt before, towards him, and I was scared, because I knew I shouldn't feel that way, especially towards another boy.."

I bit my bottom lip, and grabbed his hand.

"It's okay Jax, you can tell me, I'd never judge you," I run soft circles on his hand.

He nods.

"But the feelings grew as we continued to hang out, I began to like him, a lot.. I told my mom about it, and she told me to follow my heart, that she loved me either way,"

I smiled, that was a good mother.

"But I didn't tell Jay, I couldn't, he'd call me names, and be disgusted by me," (fyi JB would never act this way!!)

"How do you know.. you don't know that,"

"Have you met my brother?," he asks, raising an eyebrow.

I rolled my eyes, and smacked his chest, not too hard.

He smiled.

He was the absolute cutest.

"Anyways.. One day we we're playing football in the backyard, he wanted to go back inside, and play Call Of Duty : Black Ops, a video game if you didn't know,"

I nodded.

"So we did, we got up to my room, and we started playing the game, but I kept losing to him, and he showed me some tricks to use,"

"Then.. he.. he uhm," Jax squeezed his eyes shut, and when they opened, tears were in them.

"He was acting weird.. so I got upset, and I asked him why he was acting that way, he asked me what was I talking about,"

"I said, you're the who kissed me, in the tent, and at the movie theatre, you held my hand,"

"He looked at me guiltily and pain was clearly written all over his face,"

"I told him.. I didn't get this.. I didn't get him, then he.."

"He kissed me," I raised my eyebrows.

"Really? That's good, right?"

He nods slightly.

"It was great, we hung out the whole day, and it was perfect.. but when we got back to school the next Monday.. he acted as if I never existed, as if none of that ever even happened, and he was lip locked with Melanie Stewart,"

I gasped.

"That little dick,"

"When I approached him, he made the girl leave, and his friends surrounded him, I asked him why he hadn't called since Saturday, or bothered to hang out again,"

"He asked me 'why would I hang out with a loser like you?', and I was shocked, and I got angry, I told him in front of his friends, all the stuff that happened between us,"

"He denied it, told me I was a lying queer, and that he liked girls," tears surfaced my eyes, and I shook my head.

"And ever since then.. him and his friends bully me," my eyes widened.

"Wait! He bullies you, the one that kissed you multiple times, and held you hand, then played straight for a day?,"

Jax nodded.

"That mother–,"

"It's okay Ariana.. it's okay, but you can't tell anyone, no one,"

"But he almost had you killed, by those other fuck tards!,"

"I know.. but if you tell on them, he'll get caught, and he'll be sent away, to juevy,"

"Why is he so important to you Jaxon, he's hurt you so many times,"

"Same reason, you still want Justin, after all he's done to you,"

I furrowed my eyebrows.

"You can't help who you fall in love with,"

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Bum bum buhhh, shits gettin' deep. yasssss it's finally out bitches, I have waited for this chapter forever man!! I'm so happy it's up!! Hope you all enjoy!!

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