A Blind World

Chapter 16

"Zisteau... Could you please stop pacing, its not helping anyone's nerves, especially not mine." Kurt comments from the bed where he was sitting.

"I can't not pace. I'm so nervous." Zisteau replies, his endless pacing not faltering.

Kurt bites his lip as he stands up and walks in front of Zisteau, finally stopping his pacing. "I'm just as nervous as you, Zisteau, trust me, I am, but I just... Can just stop please, its really causing me anxiety." He managed to say, wringing his fingers together anxiously.

Zisteau sighs, his head falling limp. "I'm sorry Kurt, I really, I just can't stand waiting, its driving me crazy... I just want to know already."

Kurt wraps his arms around Zisteau, pulling him close. Zisteau lightly presses his face into the crook of Kurt's neck, instantly feeling a thousand times better. "We'll find out when we find out I guess. And either way, Zisteau, I love you, so much, and nothing is going to change that."

"I love you too, Kurt, always." Was Zisteau's soft reply, his lips brushing against the pale skin of Kurt's neck, causing him to shudder.

They stood there in silence for a long time, just trying to stay relaxed, which was difficult, to say the least, especially with waiting for the results. Zisteau had finally had the tests done to see if he had the heart disease his mother had. He was beyond nervous, and just wanted the answer now, but he knew he had to wait. He also knew that Kurt, his wonderful, wonderful lover was trying his hardest to act like he was perfectly fine, though he could tell that Kurt's composure was slowly breaking down. This whole situation was putting so much stress on everyone, and he just wanted it all to end soon.

"Do you maybe wanna go on a walk or something, maybe try to stay distracted?" Kurt asked, pulling Zisteau from his thoughts.

"I know what would keep me distracted." Zisteau says seductively, kissing Kurt's neck.

Another shudder runs through Kurt, and he can't deny that he did want that, maybe a little more than he'd like to admit. "I-I.... Uh..." Was all he could manage to stammer out before giving up and kissing Zisteau.

"Guude, are you ok?" Bdubs asks worriedly, seeing his lover sitting quietly, which was unusual.

"I'm fine Boo, just thinking." Was Guude's reply.

Bdubs moves to sit beside him on the bed, taking Guude's hands in his own. "Is this about Aurey again?"

"No, not about Aurey, about Zisteau. I'm worried about him, he's my only son and I just want him to be ok."

"I want him to be ok too Guude, I really do. I know he isn't really my son, but that doesn't mean I can't care for him like one."

Guude's green eyes meet Bdubs' brown eyes. "I know you do care about him Boo.... But he's still getting over Aurey, we both are, and I don't know if he will ever consider you his father, but I can only hope he will."

"I hope he does too, but I understand if he doesn't, I know I would have a hard time adjusting."

"Yeah.... I'm sorry about that Boo."

"There's no need to be sorry sweetheart, its perfectly fine." Bdubs says, kissing Guude's cheek.

A small smile crept onto Guude's face as he stared at his lover, almost all worry he had slipping away. "I love you Boo."

"I love you too sweetheart."

A knock on the door brought them from their sweet moment. Jsano entered the room, looking slightly sorry for interrupting.

"King Guude, we have the results from the tests." Jsano says seriously.

"And...?" Guude asked curiously.