Warning:self harm,suicide ,depression and smut .
I walk into the class room first day of school. I sit in my seat ignoring anybody and everybody . I sigh today has been hell and I don't think it could get any better .the teacher comes in and starts class . I put my head down. I hate school so much. I'm 5'1 and I have blonde wavy hair. I have greenish brownish eyes . I'm also a witch but I don't really know anything about how to do anything except almost kill people with fire . I always wear make up Because I hate my face And everything about me . Especially my arms and thighs because of my cuts and scars . When I get really depressed or have a really shit day I cut to let the pain out . Other people see cutting as a way to get attention well not in my case. I would much rather people leave me alone then anything . I hate my body I don't eat and I'm way to skinny I hate it it makes me feel fragile . I look up and then the bell finally rings . Yay . I get up and grab my books . I walk out to the hall way and some ass hole pushes me into the lockers makeing me drop my book .i sigh and pick them up not wanting to go to class I run to the bathroom on the verge of tears . I hate people like that all my life I had been bullied I just wanted it to stop but I just I deserved I feel so worthless . I feel as if I will be alone for ever . I look in the mirror and sigh them fix my eyeliner . Then the bell rings .shit I'm late .i put up my stuff and run to my next class .
