As I stare in the mirror I'm amazed at how big I've actually gotten but I'm 32 weeks so . I put on one of Chris's hoodies and go to find him he's sitting in the couch watching a movie a go over to him and sit in his lap facing his face and lay my head in his shoulder .i feel his hands go up the hoodie and he starts rubbing my back .i sigh and relax . We went to the doctor a few months ago .we haven't gone regularly Because my aunt is a nurse and she comes every week to make sure the baby's healthy and everything . We're supposed to go soon to the hospital to find out the sex I'm kinda scared nervous and anxious all at once but honestly I don't care about the sex I'll still love them the same . We've already came up with baby names of its a boy he's gonna be a lucifer or Lucas . If it's a girl it will be Rosealle. I've always loved that name ever since I was a little girl . Chris has been so helpful and so overly protective since I've gotten pregnant and I love it .its good to know that he cares .ive literally been craving everything in the past few months anything from grapes to peanut butter and Chinese food . I haven't been that emotional but I do have spells were I cry over nothing and some days were i act very bipolar one minute I'm happy and then the next I'm crying on his shoulder .i had a dream the other night that the baby was a boy .ive always wanting a girl and a boy .but I only want 2 kids I might want more in the future .i snap out my thoughts and sit up looking down at Chris I kiss him and he kisses back then lays his head on my stomach and kisses the baby through my belly .i giggle .he lays me down and lays next to me pulling me to his chest .thus is literally all we've down since I've been pregnant I stay asleep 24/7 .but he'll sleep is sleep .i cuddle into his chest and fall into a deep sleep .i here a car door open and close them feel a breeze on my face ." Princess wake up ."he says kissing me .i smile and wake up ." Were are we " I ask looking around " the hospital it's time to find out the sex of the baby ." He says unbuckling me and picking me up bridle style.i lean into his chest and smile " I'm excited but nervous " I say quietly " don't be kitty " he say comfortingly I smile as we go up the elevators I close my eyes trying to calm my nerves.i so scared .we go to the ultrasound room and he lays me on the bed .the doctor comes in and puts that really cold jelly stuff on my stomach.i look over at the screen and see the baby as he moves the thing around I smile .he clicks a few buttons .he looks over at me and Chris and smiles ." Are you ready to know the sex " he asks Chris nods I can feel him next to me .hes as nervous as I am I can feel it .the doctor then says "Well your haveing a ......"
I feel my heart pound . Almost pounding out of my chest .but I'm so excited .just then I hear it the sex if my child of our child . I feel something wet drip on my. Hand .i look over awe he crying .he lays his head on my shoulder .i can't believe it I'm have a ....
