I wake up in the bed today is my birthday and I plan to just chill at home I get up and go to the kitchen to get me something to drink .i start looking at my book shelf and notice something odd .there a little box In between the books I go over and grab it I sit down in the floor and open it .its a bunch of little folded up notes .i grab one and open it up .it read "My mate my love my one and only we've only been together for a short period of time although it seems like forever I've never been loved like this before and I've never felt so much passion excitement potential lust and love at one time before when u touch my hand or look into my eyes before u go into a deep passionate kiss it feels like I could stay in this moment and position for eternity and I can't wait to be in ur touch once again I can't wait to start a life my past dreams and a family with u I know that one day our little son or daughter is going to look up to u and think wow he's my father and be happy and proud to say that Bc ur the best soul mate and will be the best father and husband a girl could ask for and I know that we're going to have fights and disagreements in the future but I'm ready to go through hell with u Bc I wouldn't give u up for anything in the world ur mine and mine only and I may not have the cutest laugh or the best smile or the prettiest face or the sexiest body but I will love u more then any other girl could and yes sometimes I do get very insecure and depressed but when I'm with u every bad thought every bad memory every wrong thing in the world goes completely away when I'm with u staring in ur eyes or touching ur skin nothing else matters when I'm with u it's just us us against the world
Us against every obstacle that comes our way and yes I do get very over protective it's just I know there r better options for u out there and that other girls want u but Im going to do my best to please u and try to make sure u don't leave me but I just want u to know that u r the best thing that has ever happened to me ur the joker to my Harley Quinn the wolf to my kitty the smoke to my high and the day u propose that's when Our life together starts and the moment I start crying and say yes just know that after that moment I'm never ever backing out I love u forever and ever
my mate my love my one and only " wow I barley remember this but I do remember I wrote this for him a long time ago a year after we met I smile and see a teardrop land on the woren out paper .i lay it aside and take out another note and unfold it with care this one reads "I love u so much I just I want u to know that u r the best thing to ever happen to me what happened last night if u weren't there to help me I'd be in a hospital or in Laura wood or even worse dead and it really scared me knowing that I could have died that I wouldn't even be here talking to u that I wouldn't get to tell u how much I love u one more time Bc of some kid that wanted to be a ass Bc I feel like I'm not good enough Bc that one person that I'm really close to Dosent treat me the same Bc all my dad does is make me feel like absolute shit but at the end of every day those few little minutes that turn into hours that it's just me and u talking r absolutely perfect and it makes me feel like maybe there is a reason y I'm here that I actually do have a purpose here and I've found it U. Ur my reason ur my purpose. Ur my happy place Ur my safe spot. Ur my life my everything my world and I know as long as I have u I can get through anything and u have helped me w a lot of my problems my anxiety and my depression levels have lowered since I've been w u I haven't been as depressed as I used to be I love u so much and idk how to say it in words of how much I do but if u were to ever leave me id instantly drop dead Bc I know that I could never live w myself knowing I don't have u to tell other girls "yeah that's mine "or " yeah he's so sweet and treats me like a princess " or to tell u that I love u and I love the way u treat me u treat me better then any other man could and I just I love u so much and sometimes I feel like I don't deserve u Bc of how good u do treat me but I'm so lucky to have u I love u soooo much " I remember that night to he saved me I would have died it wasn't for him I look down at my wrist and I still have those scares and that blood is still covering my wrist .i feel more tears roll down my cheeks as I set the note aside .i grab the next note out and unfold it .this one reads " Dear soulmate,
