Loyalty

TEMPTATION IS A B*%#!

BUTTA'S POV

Damn. Keisha? This can't be life my best friend is really gone like I'm really bugging the fuck out. We've been friends since we were babies. She's the only reason I became cool with Trent and everybody else. Word to everything, baby Tyson and Rita don't have to worry about nothing cause I got 'em. Fuck! I miss her so much already. I don't understand, why her.

I walked Rita up to the casket knowing what was about to happen. As soon as she saw Keisha she lost it. Trying to keep my composure and console Rita at the same time was emotionally and physically draining.

"Oh god! My baby!"

Is all Rita kept saying throughout the funeral service. My eyes began to wander around as the pastor started speaking. I know, I'm a heathen for not paying attention. But, something is telling me to scan the room. I'm not exactly sure who or what I'm looking for but I'm sure I'll find it.

Trent was sitting behind me and I heard him mumble something to himself. He leaned forward and sighed.

"Bro, you know that big nigga standing by the door?"

I turned around to see who he was talking about. This man, I've seen him before. I suddenly had this bad vibe and I don't know why. I can't remember where I know this man from and it's bugging me.

"He looks mad familiar but I can't put my finger on it. I'll remember eventually....."

AVA'S POV

"Boy stop! You know I live with my man."

"He ain't got shit to do with me. I'm tryna get close to you ma."

"Rell stop it!"

As I walked away Rell grabbed me by my waist. I loved his aggression but I have a man, a great man at that. As I tried squirm out of his grasp he gripped my waist even tighter. This time he licked and sucked the back of my neck. He used his tongue to form small circles right below my ear and it sent my hormones into a raging world of excitement.

"Rell pleease... Stop, please, I can't!"

"Shhh... You want it just as bad as I do.."

He said as he slid his fingers into my leggings entering me, slowly. This is so wrong but it feels too good. This would be my first time since I got raped. I wanted it to be with Moe but shit just got real. I want this but I don't want HIM. I can't do this I just can't.

"Terrell get the fuck off of me!"

I punched him in his mouth.

"Relax ma."

"No! You're disrespectful. You know I have have a man, hell you're cool with him and you're trying to fuck me. You're nasty! I'm outta here."

"Kick rocks bitch, you're not even that serious."

"You're little ass dick says otherwise, bitch!"

I yelled as I stormed out of the gym. This is what I get for cutting class.

Never again! I can't believe him. Seems like all of Moe's friends have been trying to get at me lately. Why me?!

Moe and Terrell have been friends ever since we've moved out here. In my opinion, Maurice grew close to Terrell too quick. But, I can't say anything. Moe won't listen to me anymore. We barely speak and it's driving me crazy. I've done nothing to him. Granted, we're all stressed out. I need him more than anyone right now and he keeps distancing himself. It's such a turn off and I really want to say "fuck it." But, I just can't do that. I love him too much to just walk away. My mind is all over the place. I'm so confused...