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Hey guys , it is the first time for me to write so please be supportive. Sorry for any grammar mistakes or any typos :)

(This was like three years ago so yeah )

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I was lying on my bed checking Twitter when someone called , the number was unknown, i shrugged and answered.

"hello " I said. I heard a familiar raspy voice.

"Hi , Angela, how are you ?"

I was surprised that the guy knows my name.

"Uhm, who are you?"

"Harry"

There was a pause as i held my breath because the last time he called was last year, my mind started running wild as so many questions needed answers.

"Hey "

"I know your probably annoyed and you litrally wanna hang up right now, but please don't I just want to see you" he said

"Well infact that's what im thinking of because i dont wanna see you neither talk to you"

"I know i know but please it won't take long"

"Why?"

"Please"

"Why the fuck Harry?"

"Angela please c'mon" i sighed because whose gonna say no to that freaking adorable bunnie what? What the fuck I'm i saying, i cant even see his face no i can't go he's just the one who broke my heart and just left me all alone but...

"...Are you still there?

"What uh yes so where?"

"Starbucks?"

"Sure yeah will be there in 10" i hung up without even saying a bye or anything, just like that as i got the flashback of that shitty day that had the most heartbreaking news I've ever heard

Flashback

I was sitting on the coach watching TV waiting for my boyfriend to come home , Harry, has changed alot these past two weeks, he comes home late and we don't talk like we used to, i don't even see him he barely notices my presences, this time I was waiting for him to talk about it, I heard his footsteps, He came in and sat beside me.

"Hi"

"Hey " he said, then he looked at me.

"Angela can we talk "

"yeah, sure " I said as he lowerd his head looking at his fingers.

"look Angela you know I love you right "

"right"

"Angela I love you but I need some space, I need to think about our relationship" 

I was honestly heartbroken to hear that

"then you wanna break up? " he nodded I began to feel the tears breaming my eyes, but i hold my tears back.

"Should have said it earlier " i stood up having a sudden confidence.

"What do you mean?"

"So i would have left earlier and slept early and have a fucking better nights than what I'm taking now, lonely nights worring about someone who don't give two fucks about me" i rushed upstairs to fill my bag with most of my clothes, i was so pissed, so sad but mostly heartbroken I'm always that soft sensitive bitch but not now not anymore as much as i wanted to break in tears and beg him to let me stay with him as much as i can't get myself this low, I'm so much better than a drinker, and i deserve someone better. as i was repeating those words in my head i could feel my heart breaking into pieces that im dieing inside but ain't gonna show it as he was standing in the door frame thinking about something else.

"Angela I'm sorry but you need to know that I cheated on you " he looked at me to see my impression but nothing.

"You what?"

"Cheated on you"

"Oh really like i do care! i don't give a single fuck dude tell that to your girlfriend not me"

I closed my bag and went as quick as i could out of here slamming the door shut and sitting in my car driving carelessly to where it takes me.

End of the flashback

And we never talked till today , and he called today i mean why the heck after all of those days and monthes i spent it alone without him i don't need him anymore and idw see him ever again but it's rly hard to resist his charms, i mean I've been with him for more than 4 years but what's done is done. i said yes, so I've to change and that's what i did and drove to the Starbucks. I've to meet him in, i entered and searched for harry until i found him, sitting alone slowly stiring the coffee, i walked quietly and sat across him he looked at me he smiled a soft smile and i just kept my normal serious face I'm not here for wicked games.

"Hi, long time no see?"

"Yeah, your problem actually "

"Yeah, I know"

"So what's that about?"

"It's because i just want to....

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