I woke up in the morning checking the time that read 10:15, I rubbed my eyes getting out of bed going to the bathroom, I washed my face, brushed my teeth and sat on bed calling harry, which didn't work because it said "line busy" so I left my phone on my bed walked downstairs to the kitchen, made myself some coffee and looked through the fridge but there was nothing nothing to eat. I decided to go to the supermarket to get some things, I changed my clothes and took my phone, car keys, house keys, my purse, and I was ready to roll.
After 20 minutes of driving I was there, I parked the car and got a basket and began getting what I needed.
"And milk..." I said taking 2 bottles of milk and putting them in my basket I stopped when my phone rang and it was an "unknown number" so I answered while getting my things .
"Hello? "I said
"Angel?...is this angel with me?"
"Yes , who are you?"
"Angel it's me Cecilia "
"Oh my god! Cecilia oh my, Hii"
"Hey"
"We haven't talked in while I know and I'm sorry, I've been so busy, anyways how are you!"
"Angel I.....I called you because.., you have been away and you never called, I know you were busy with harry I know but couldn't you just call, send a message anything"
"How did you know? "
"You are dating Harry styles, it's easy to know "
"Oh, and I'm really sorry I didn't have time I was really busy "
"Busy for your best friend wasn't I that important" she sighed
"You are important I didn't say you are not, but you too you didn't call or texted " I said feeling guilty, I really didn't mean to abandon her after all, she's my best friend, she had been with me since we were just eleven.
"I was truly busy my father died, my mother is in a coma"
"Oh my god darling I'm sorry, that's so bad"
"That's what you have just sorry Jesus "
"Cecilia I didn't have a clue you didn't text or say anything! how would I know don't blame me for something I didn't know!"
"You had too Angela, we are best friend! and you didn't call once "
"Same on you , Cecilia please don't fight about it I miss you and I want to talk to you about everything and hear from you as well, don't fuss about it"
"I'm not calling to make a scene I'm calling to end this "
"End what Cecilia ?"
She sighted and I was in the car already. "This angel, this toxic friendship your so toxic I can't breath when I'm with you,I don't want to be friends with you anymore you don't care about me and I might find someone better this have to end" if she's talking about toxic? she's fucking toxic! fucking drama queen.
"Fine you know what? do whatever the fuck you want! I'm done!" I hung up aggressively my tears flooding I didn't mean to say that, but I just won't be pathetic! I hate being pathetic and it hurts to say that but I hate her, this situation is all Just clingy as fuck.
I couldn't feel anything I didn't feel sad I didn't feel angry I was just feeling numb, my phone rang multiple times so I answered.
"Hey baby " he said when I didn't say a word,
"hi" I whispered my voice disappearing as I just felt my emotions being bottled up
"Hey what's wrong?" I sighed
"Remember Cecelia my friend who actually hates you? golden hair? grey eyes?"
"Uh I guess I do the chic Niall had a crush on?"
"yup that one"I sighed rubbing my eyes
"what 'bout her love?"
"she called all of a sudden saying that I don't call anymore and I'm being busy with you and what a shitty friend I'm, but she's actually the same she didn't call me once since four months or so, I mean if I was busy and she was busy why fuss bout it you know? Anyways she said I'm a toxic person and she needs to get rid of me so she broke it off ,I don't know how I feel bout it, I-I just don't feel anything-like she meant nothing that's scary Harry she meant something to me a big part of my life you know? but I still don't feel anything is that wrong Harry? Do I've mental problems Harry do I?" I sighed a few tears slipping through my eyes as I rested my head on the steering wheel shutting my eyes tightly.
"Hey, no no you don't have mental problems who said that love? that happens eh? so no worries and she was really hurtful love your not toxic not even close alright? so don't let that get to you okay? Are you out love?" I could hear his breathing and it actually soothed me, I don't know why the fuck I didn't listen to him and just stayed there.
"Love? you there?"
" uhm Harry?"
" Yes honey?"
" I wanna be there Harry"
"There where Baby?"I started the car as I knew this is the best way, I can't do this.
"I will talk to you later eh?"
"Baby you're confusing me what are you up to?"
"I love you baby, take care please?"
"I love you too wh-" I hung up before he could ask anything else because I know he would keep asking.
So I had to do what I had to do.
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