Don't Let Me Go (completed)

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"I uh I uhm how can I say it? Hm I kinda uh told you that so we would talk about getting back together?"

"Pfft that's a joke right?"I chuckled as I looked at him for a reaction, but his face was too serious for it to be a joke.

"You're not joking" I said a matter of fact-ly more to myself than him, earning a nod from the one and only.

I took a couple of minutes to take it in, pushing my chair back as I started to leave the place once what he said settled in.

"Where are you going!?" He held my wrist in his huge hand, his cold rings touching my flesh making me hiss quietly.

"Let me go please" I said quietly as I looked down at him, wanting nothing more than to just leave this place.

"Just let me talk!" He exclaimed, his grip tight around my wrist.

"I came here for an explanation! For a reason to hate you! Not for you to say that you want us back!" My voice raised unwillingly as I tried to get my wrist back but with no successes.

"What?"

"Please just let me go please!" He let go of my hand as I stormed out, having him hot on my tracks.

"Fine! Fine I'm going to explain why I left you please come back inside?" His voice was soft but really deep  that my knees would just give out at how beautiful his voice is, I hate him for being so god damn it perfect, for having this effect on me.

I sighed as I stood weighing my choices. "Okay" I looked back at him with the most annoyed expression ever as his face held one of the biggest smile.

We walked back inside as he still had this goof smile "Quite smiling" I spit holding back my smile as he chuckled. "Leave me alone, Mam I'm allowed to smile!" My cheeks were hurting from holding my smile but that didn't stop the little smile from forming on my lips.

"Now explain you dipshit" I sighed continuing my frappe.

"Okay, I left you because guilt was eating me up, I-I hm how can I say that, look I was drunk and I didn't know what I did until it was too late, until I woke up with a shitty headache beside a naked blonde. I couldn't just continue living with you! You being that perfect little creature with me a total dick that wasn't even loyal to you, I knew I should've told you maybe we could've worked it out, maybe it would've made you hate me more but I couldn't bring myself to tell you what a shitty person I was instead I blamed it on you, Which was wrong, my mistake, all my fault. I thought by doing that you wouldn't know what a cheater I'm, and you would just hate me and move on with someone better but I was fucking stupid! I couldn't live without you, I tried, I tried so many times but I kept linking them back to you, Angela would never do that, Angela always did that, Angela this Angela that and it never ends. You are my everything and I don't want to lose you, I want you back, no I need you back I can't go through this without you. Forgive me for being a human, forgive me for sinning, forgive me I made a mistake but that's just a proof that I'm human but I knew my mistake and I'm willing to do everything and anything to fix it just give me a chance, give yourself a chance. Give us a chance" his hands intertwined with mine, I stared at our hands, tears kept slipping from my eyes as I sniffed.

I slipped out from his hands, wiping my tears. "I-I need time Harry" I didn't dare to look up, I couldn't I just couldn't.

"But-"

"Please" I closed my eyes as I waited for him to answer, to give me time to decide.

"Have all the time you need, I'll be waiting for you. Always." I nodded as I collected my things and left, he didn't follow me this time I was left all alone with my mind. Wasn't that what I asked for?