Chapter 27: Irreplaceable

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We have a surprise POV! Guess who it is.
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Lexi's POV

I finally told Livi and we're both sad but we are getting through it together. My parents were her god parents and it was hard on the both of us since we loved them.

We basically share each other's parents. We have to go to their funeral in a few weeks.. I haven't told Faith that her grandparents passed.

My phone kept going off every second with new hate mail and hate posts on my Twitter, Instagram, younow, etc.

I decided to keep ignoring them and just continue being who I am. I am finally broadcasting again and everyone already knows about my parents death.

They don't know about me and Mario getting back together yet.

"Livi! It's time to broadcast cmon!" I shouted from the recording room.

We sing, dance, paint, and do anything that makes us happy. So we have a specific room for each of our talents.

I was in our recording room which we obviously use to sing in. I was going to be singing a new song me and Livi made together.(A/N: we took up singing, dancing, and modeling which made us even more famous.)

I'm playing around with some piano chords and I made a small part of a song. I get out my song book and I started writing in the chords adding a few words.

I look to my right to see what was taking Livi so long and I see her holding the camera pointed to me with her jaw agape.

"Oh hi." I said scratching the back of my neck.

"I didn't see you." I said.

"Lexi that was an amazing melody!" Livi shouted as I see the message screen blast with fan messages.

'Yeah!' 'Amazing!' 'Best melody ever'

"Thanks guys. It's just a scratch song. Probably nothing useful." I said blushing a bit.

"You need to make a song for that." Livi said.

"Your song. I already made songs myself, you need to also." She said as she smiled widely.

"I don't know. I'll think about it." I said before we continued our broadcast.

The broadcast ended at like 9:45 and Livi had to go to a shoot tomorrow while I decided to skip on it.

Livi went to bed already, making sure Faith was in bed too. I continued to play around with some chords.

Since this is only my song, I'll have to make a mix of the instruments all together. Making it sound like a ton of instruments playing at the same time.

I just played the piano a little then after a few seconds I started to sing some of the lyrics I added earlier.

"Can you,
See me,
Over here,
Should I just
Disappear...

I try to fit in,
Next to you,
Guess I wasn't clear,
Or maybe I'm just not good enough,

Feel so alone here,
Can't even be myself,
Trying to fit in,
Left all I am on the shelf,
Do I belong here,
Or should I just stop trying,
To be some other girl"
(This song is originally made by Madilyn Paige)

After a while of writing in lyrics and erasing mistakes, I finally finished my song. I made the mix of the piano, viola, a bit cello, a beat of the drum and then I recorded the lyrics.

"Can you,
See me,
Over here,
Should I just disappear,

I try to fit in,
Next to you,
Guess I wasn't clear,
Or maybe I'm just not good enough,

Feel so alone here,
Can't even be myself,
Trying to fit in,
Left all I am on the shelf,
Do I belong here,
Or should I just stop trying,

To be some other girl,

When I fight,
I'm all alone,
I gotta tell myself,
I'm irreplaceable,

Bend it back,
Quit trying to be someone else,
I tell myself,
I'm irreplaceable,

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Somehow,
I find a way,
it's never easy,
why is it so hard,

All I've ever wanted,
Is to be like them,
I don't understand,
Why I am who I am,

When I fight I'm all alone,
Gotta tell myself,
I'm irreplaceable,

Bending backwards,
Tryin' to be someone else,
I tell myself,
I'm irreplaceable,

(Oh oh oh,
Oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh,

Oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh)

I've got to keep my head up,
Be the girl I'm meant to me,

I may not be like them but,
That's okay,
I can only be me,

When I fight I'm all alone,
Gotta tell myself,
I'm irreplaceable,

Bending back,
Quit tryin' to be someone else,

I tell myself,
I'm irreplaceable."

"Is that how you really feel?" Mario came up from behind.

"Mario...I don't know anymore." I told him with a tear going down my cheek. Mario came up to me and whipped it away from my cheek. He came closer and closer leaving no space between us and he put his lips again mine. I could feel the spark that we both have with each other.

Faith's POV

I couldn't sleep knowing that mommy and daddy don't love each other, so I decided to go look for mommy. I hear mommy and daddy talking then I didn't hear anything.

I look around the corner into the recording room and I see mommy and daddy kissing!

I was happy that they love each other again so I ran back to my room and I slept so I can tell Ashton all about it.
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Hey! Me as Livi each wrote about half soooooo yeah! Hope you liked a bit of Faith's POV.

If you want more of Faith's POV then get ready for next chapter because it's all about Faith!

Love you boos! 😘❤️❣            ~Lexi and Livi

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