Kissed by the Baddest Bidder - Breaking Ota (5th Story)

Chapter 11- Unforgiven

Krystal POV

I felt sick as I go to meet Daniel across the road; standing by the huge skyscraper his private investigator firm is located and his wicked eyes meet mine.

"Krystal," he says with his deep accent and envelops me in a big hug.

I hadn't missed his arms.

"How is my little flower?" he asks softly, and I watch as he takes my hand and drags me through the streets.

Now in a too-fancy cafe, I sit with him as he sips on a cappuccino and he looks up. "Is something wrong?"

"I need to-"

Reina and Rosa walk into the cafe, and seem to place an order until Reina's watchful eyes turn to mine. They flicker and Rosa turns and shakes her head.

Rosa comes up to me and smiles at Daniel, "Could we just have a-"

His phone rings, "One moment sorry." he says gives us both a smile and steps outside.

"Stay away from Ota." Rosa says firmly and I gasp.

"What-"

"You aren't wanted in our group; this is done between you two. He's been drunk every night since you left him and not even my husband can seem to help him. You've caused him so much pain, so much god damn heart break and for what? So you can have two men fight for you? News flash you aren't that special and you don't deserve to have him so broken about you."

"I'm just here to apologise to Dan." I say in a whisper and she shakes her head.

"You could have done that over text if you were only with him for 3 weeks." Rosa's face is so full of anger and I am taken aback by how protective she is being.

"But I-" "What?-" "-I love Ota."

She laughs, but it was in a short and fake manner, "If you loved Ota, you wouldn't be in that seat. When you met him at wherever you would have had the strength to tell him then and before you try to make yourself look the innocent you shouldn't have left him in the first place."

She was right and I knew she was right, "But he's been on dates too."

"He has had not one girl up to the penthouse since you." she counters. "Furthermore, we all hated Candy more than we hate you. Now? I'm not so sure." she says and turns to leave.

"We such good friends, don't you care anymore?"

"Our loyalty is to Ota, he's practically my brother. You've hurt him so much already and this will put him past the point of return so I suggest you stay away from the penthouse."

"I love him Rosa."

"Maybe. But most likely, you think you do." she says and I gasp again as tears fill my eyes. "I would never have done this to Baba."

"I just...I wanted more."

"GOD DAMN IT! He had a ring for you!" She screams and I am taken aback.

To find I am standing I crumble and Violet comes to my side. "You didn't know?" and I shake my head, my hot tears captured in her jumper.

"He told me but, oh god he told everyone. He told everyone that I was going to be his fiancé didn't he?" and Violet nods.

" I'm sorry I was so-"

"Truthful?" I say to Rosa as I stare up at the blonde locks.

"Yes, but very harsh." she says and wrap my arms around her tightly.

"I didn't-" oh god. "-he was going to purpose and I left him." I cry out and she strokes my hair.

"It was a beautiful ring. He was so proud of it." Violet says soothingly.

"He's never going to purpose again." I weep, "He's never going to-"

"Krystal?" Dan asks as he comes back.

"I love Ota." I blurt out, and it was not in the fashion I had practiced in my head. "I love him and I'm sorry but if I try and pretend with you it's just not fair." I whisper and he nods.

"I thought that's why you'd come here today." he says and sighs. "I thought I had won."

"I'm sorry I-" I try to breathe but all I can see is Ota is a suit down the aisle being ripped away from me, "If there was anything else...."

"No Krystal. I know that you didn't set out for this, so there are no harsh feelings." he says and I sag in relief.

He kisses my cheek before leaving but I don't watch him go. Ota as my husband, Ota on our honeymoon, Ota as...the father to my children.

Stolen by my own selfish desires to want exactly those things that I never thought he'd be willing to give.

I weep openly and Violet holds me, rocking me back and forth.

"You never know, you two might-"

"-I don't deserve him." I announce loudly and everyone turns to me. "I don't, I just hurt him I just...I hurt him so badly."

"Krysty-"

"I have to go." I cry and get up, hug them both so quickly before they noticed me next I had ran down the street.

Ota.

As people turn to me I realise I had said his name out loud. I run to my apartment and open it with a quick pace and slam myself inside.

I couldn't have him... I would only wreck him further like Rosa said; not because of what she said, but because that was what I had done so far.

"Ota.." I say and cry out, curling myself into a ball.

This was all my fault...