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Chapter 15

  "Suga, is everything all right with jungkook?" Jimin asks.

  I told them everything, everything he said about himself, how he doesn't eat. Just everything.

   "Oh my god." Jin said putting his hand over his mouth.

  We all sat there not knowing what to do.

  ++++++++++++++++++++

   BI'S POV*

   Sitting in bed doing nothing, I haven't moved since everything happened, unless I needed to use the bathroom.

  I stopped eating. A went back To Japan with her mother.

   L has been trying to drag me out of the house but I refused.

  Lana beat me everyday. I was coming home brused and bloody and I never told jimin why.

   JIMIN'S POV *

   Im dealing with the stress from seeing Bi coming home everyday beaten. Also dealing with a suicidal jungkook.

  I don't know if I can take this anymore.

   JUNGKOOKS POV*

  I sat in the bathroom throwing up the food Taehyung forced me to eat.

    I wiped my mouth and flushed the toilet before brushing my teeth.

   +ONE DAY LATER+

  I ate around the guys but when I was alone I threw it all up. The guys think im getting better but they are wrong. Im getting worse.

   we where all sitting on the dance studio floor when PD-nim walk's in.

   "Ok, you guys are having a mini meet and greet and since its hot wear shorts and tshirt or tank top." He announces. Fuck I can't do that! They will see all my wounds.

   I went onto my phone to block out everyone else. I needed to think, how could I wear something that still covers up my cuts.

   We all went back to the dorm and we had outfits set out.

  Luckily for me I had a green flannel that I could wear.

   At least I have something to use.

   I walked to my room and added at least 11 more cuts to my arms and sighed.

   I looked at the mirror that was in front of me and all I saw was a ugly, worthless, useless, talentless. Idiot!

   I started crying, I hated the way I looked when I cried. It just made me cry more.

   "Jungkook?" Suga asks knocking on the door.

   I ignored him, he eventually walker in and I saw him look directly at my open wrists. He saw my cuts.

  "Jungkook! How could! Why!" He almost yells his voice shaking.

  "Im sorry." I cry.

    He hugs me and I felt him start to cry with me.

    "JIN!" Suga yells.

   "No! You..  You can't tell him! Pl- please no!" I sobbed hitting the floor and backing up to the wall.

   He walked more like ran inside and I struggled to pull my sleeves down but he grabbed onto me before I could do anything.

  He had tears in his eyes, he looked at my wrist more and seeing the old and fading scars and new and bloody cuts.

  He grabbed my shirt and pulled it up. He saw my ribs poking out if me and saw all the cuts on my waist.

   He forcefully pulled me off of the ground and made me look right at him.

   "Why." He asks with anger.

  I closed my eyes and started crying.

   By now almost everyone was in here. All except rapmon who was at the store.

    "Im.... Im so sorry." I say sobbing and choking for air.

    Before I knew it I was in a car being driven to the hospital.

   Then it was all kindof a blur.

    "Jungkook." The doctor says.
  
   I stand up and walk over with him.

   "What made you do this?" He asks.

   I dont answer.

   "Your going to have to answer me." He says.

  I dont respond.

   "I want you to take these anti depressants. Also to meet with a psychiatrist every week on a Friday you'll be there from 9 to 11 am.

   I don't answer.

   He gives me the pills and I leave.

   I give jin the note and he nodded.

  "Ok. Tomorrow you'll have to go. And I'll be making sure you actually take the pills." He says and I dont answer.

    When we arrive home rapmon looks at me sadly.

  "I heard the news." He says.

  I ignore him and walk into my room and shut the door.

  I laid my head on the pillow and fell asleep.