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Chapter 23 (America pt 5)

Allen held onto my hands as he looked at me.

"You look beautiful." He says smirking.

"Thanks.. But honestly im cold." I laugh.

"I can warm you up." He says pressing himself against me.

I start giggling, then realized I have jungkook.

"I can't do this." I say sitting up.

"Yes you can, dont be insecure." He says deviously.

"No... Its not that.. Im still technically in a relationship with. Jungkook. Im sorry." I say looking away.

"Oh.. I get it." He sighs.

"Thank y-." I was cut off my him.

"Sorry for waisting your time." He says standing up.

"thats not what I ment!" I say frantically.

"No. Dont worry, your with someone else. I should leave." He says walking to the door.

I look at him with pleading eyes asking him not to leave but he walks away.

With a sigh I put my head back down on the pillow went on my phone.

I was tagged in something on Twitter. "@Bi_bts._ call me now please!" It was from Jimin.

With a sigh I called him.

Jm: we need to speak
Bi: wut why?
Jm: jungkookisinthehospitalbecausehetriedcommitingsuicideandheisinacomaandthereisahighchancehewontwakeup
Bi: waaiit.. Slow down.
Jm: hhhh jungkook is in the hospital because he tried commuting since and he is in a coma and there is a high chance he won't wake up...
Bi: oh my god! For how long
Jm: almost a year..
Bi: why didn't you tell me!
Jm; Because I didn't want you getting worried and you coming back to korea!
Bi: oh my god
Jm: im sorry we didn't tell you
Bi: i..... I don't know what to say.
Jm: just please. Dont come home... Stay there until further notice.
Jm: Bi....
Jm: hello
Bi: I gotta go!

I hang up and start crying.

I was so pissed! How could o have just left! Im so stupid! Why do I ruin everything!

The girls left for a photo shoot and Im going there in a hour.

One hour to completely flip out and cry.

I took out all my tears by screaming and crying. I was out of breath by the end of it.

I got a text from Haiden to come down to the beach.

I got dressed in loose clothing because I knew I would have to wear what they put me in anyways.

I get into the car and I drive to the beach.

When I arrive makeup artists called me over instantly.

Smokey eye and red lipstick I had to wear.

"Put this on." I was ordered.

It was a Lacey bikini, It was really pretty but its revealing.

I put it on in a dressing room over by a building.

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The photo shoot was going great. I learned it was for a famous magazine that would be sold all 'over the world' but I am only here to get my mind off of things.

It was pretty weird knowing I won't have long hair but I like it like this better.

  Hotter than the summer was playing by wassup and it started to get warmer outside so we got water shots. It was honestly sad when we had to stop the photo shoot, but hey o got my mind off of... Wait.. Was I thinking about... Whatever.

  We all say around the beach doing one word stories.

  "the." I say dying
"End!" Nada finishes.

  We ended up making a story up about a pedophile crack head panda.... Hmmm thats he I would describe my mind.

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  It soon reached nightfall, I was laying in bed feeling terrible for the guys back home.

  I feel sick. Just knowing that jungkook could die.

  My stomach hurt really badly so I raced down to the bathroom and ended up throwing up.

  I coughed before wiping the corners off my mouth and flushing the toilet and brushing my teeth.
 
   "you okay?" Haiden asks.

  "Yeah, something happened back home and im really worried... And I threw up." I say.

  "Oh. Go sleep I'll be in my room if you need me." She says.

  I not and slowly I made my way to the bedroom.

  I laid down and I was still scared.

  Eventually I fell asleep.

   NAMJOON'S POV*

  I woke up from my sleep when Jin nudged my arm.

  "Honey! We need to get down to the hospital now!" He says.
 
   "Okay!" I say sitting up.

  He leaves and I get dressed and we all head out to the hospital.

  We got into Jungkooks room after signing in and we saw doctors waiting for us.

  "There's something that happened with jungkook...he." He says

  What he said next I couldn't comprehend.

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    HAHAHAHAH CLIFF HANGER NOW U GOTTA WAIT! BOOM

  anyway dont kill me!!! DDDDD:

  I CAN'T GET OVER HOW CUTE NAMJIN IS HAAAAAAAA

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