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Chapter 21

  (this entire chapter is in Jungkooks pov and jin's pov)

  I looked at my fragile and think body in the mirror when o hopped out of the shower. I saw my Waist and thighs and wrists covered in marks... All of them new.

   I looked at the anti depressants sitting onto the counter before getting dressed.

   I grabbed the pill bottle and looked at myself in the mirror. Looking back at the pills then myself in the mirror.

  I unscrewed the cap and looked at the full bottle, with a sigh I grabbed a few, I poured the rest in my hand before looking back at the mirror. I dumped them into my mouth. I ended up dropping the now empty container and looked at myself before falling over leaving a big crash sound. I remembered seeing the ground for a bit before I passed out.

   JINS POV*

  Its been almost a hour and he still isn't out. And we heard the water stop.

  I knock on the door. "Jungkook?" I ask.

  No answer.

  "Jungkook!" I call again.

  I tried opening the door but it was locked.

  "JUNGKOOK!" I yell.

  I run out to the living room panicked.

  "Jungkooks not answering and the door is locked! I can't get it open!" Namjoon stood up and ran over with me to the bathroom door.

   "Jungkook!" Namjoon called out.

  He managed to pick the lock and we opened it slowly only to see A empty pill bottle on the ground and a passed out jungkook.

  I yell his name again.

   namjoon picks him up and we start running out into the living room. We are all crying once we see his. Might be. Lifeless body laying in his arms.

  Even suga was balling.

  We rushed into the car and Taehyung held onto him.

  The only thing you could hear in the car was our sobs.

  When we arrive we run in. As we all pretty much make a scene running in with a passed out boy in our arms.

  I ran up to the front desk lady crying.

  "Please! Save our friend! He overdosed! On his antidepressants! We was passed out when we found him! It has been a hour since it all happened! Please!" I say quickly and sobbing.

  "We have a 2319 paramedics out here now in the main lobby." She says into a speaker.

  Almost instantly doctors came rushing in and ripped him away from us completely. He was put on a gurney and a mask was put on his face.

  He was rolled away quickly passed doors we weren't aloud to pass threw.

  We all say in the waiting room crying. Suga stopped but was still gasping for air.

  We where all in shock, I thought he was getting better. I failed.

  "I thought he was getting better." I kept repeating with tears rushing down my face.

  Namjoon rapped his hand in mine and I put my head on his shoulder. I was still crying but I was slowing down. I was tiring myself out, I couldn't crying anymore, even with this situation.               

Im sorry jungkook. Im sorry I wasn't there for you, im sorry I was so clueless about this situation.

  A doctor walked in and sighed.

  "Jin please step forward and come with me." He says.

  Namjoon let's go of My hand and I walk away.

   "Hello. Im Doctor lee. It seems that Jungkook isn't responding to anything. My partner said we dont know if he will be okay." The doctor says and I wipe away my tears.

   "Will he live?" I ask.

  "We dont know, if you want to check up on him his room is 216." He takes a breath." From when you found him it took you guys to long... There is a 90 out of a 100 percent chance that we won't make it." He says.

  I look down at the ground and start crying.

  "DOCTOR LEE! DOCTOR LEE! We need you! The boy in room 216 something happened!" We they both took off into his room and a nurse sent me back to my seat.

  I was crying, I couldn't speak. It only made the guys worried.

  I finally was able to speak.

  "The doctors said he has a high chance of dying. And when I say that im not joking... He could die any minute.... The doctor came rushing to him... So fast... Saying something went wrong with him.... Thats why I was sent back.... He could be dying! He could be dying right now and we have no way of knowing!" I sob.

  The guys all started crying again. With sympathetic looks we where given from other people in the room it only made me feel worse.

  "Jin... It will be okay, he is strong. He loves us. He loves the fans.... He will live." Namjoon says holding onto my hands. He kissed my hand and held onto it rubbing circles with his thumb. Yeah.. Yeah... So the whole Namjin thing is real.

   With a sigh. Suga stood up.

  He tended to run away from his problems. Mostly when he was sad.

  "Yoongi... Sit down!" I say lightly.

   "I can't take this!" He cries before leaving the hospital.

  He probably went to go sleep out in the car.

  Taehyung tried his hardest to stay strong for us but failed.

   It was jimin who was keeping himself together the best.

  Even with j-hope wrapped around his waist crying.

    We all still tried keeping calm and collected after a while we stopped crying and we went over all the fun and embarrassing times we had with him.

  "I remember when he broke on of my Mario figurines and I his him with the toy hammer." I laugh lightly.
 
  "I remember back in america where he tried talking to one of the girls but got scared and ran away..." Jimin giggles.

  That all made us laugh slightly.

   "Anyone here for jungkook please go to room 226 we had to move him." a nurse says.

   We walk into his room and saw him hooked up to a bunch of different wires and tubes.

  It made me start crying again.
 
  We all sat down around him praying for him being okay.

  We all tried talking to him even if he was unconscious.

   I really... Really want him to be okay.

   Please jungkook.... Please be okay.

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  Im really REALLY sorry for this chapter but ay I made namjoon a real thing sooo....

   The next chapter we will pick back up on Bi's life...

  And I made it where she will come back on chapter 26
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